year 2007, how should i describe it?
this is the year i've truely grow up and i've changed.
my thinking, my actions, emotions.
i think close friends will agree with me cause they commented before.
i experienced the whole gamut of emotions,
& shall list a few happy ones:
1. i got closer with my dearest boyf. previously i cant tell him honestly how i feel etc. we're much much closer this year & he's more than just my boyf but also my best friend & listener. haha but on the other hand, i start to reveal my true-self and will throw tantrums & show him bad/lousy attitudes.
2. we celebrated our 2nd anniversary tgt :D
3. i had obtained a much better olevel result than what i expected despite slacking like hell.
4. my friendship with color is still as strong.
5. i've my poly clique - eighteen.
most importantly, after having dinner with mum & dad today, i realised how important kinship is.
i will continue to appreciate, to cherish & to love :D
cheerios to 2008!
Saturday, December 29, 2007 | 9:08 PM
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♥just a plain white piece of paper
& i sat there longing for more.
Friday, December 28, 2007 | 8:57 PM
sometimes, its when you open up to someone then you'll find out that the other party is feeling just the same way like how you do.
this is how amazing human's feeling can be right?
it'll be so nice if someone understands how you feel w/o you telling them.
it'll be so nice if someone is always there to listen to what you want to say.
it'll be so nice if someone is willing to be with you through thick & thin.
so think about it, are you that someone for me?
:D
gathering at vian's house! x'mas cum boxing day celebration:)
see what my dear did for me!
he baked gingerbreadman for me. filled with love:D
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he's eating my muffin. ignore his facial expression, its nice one hor.
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obsessed with his balloon. but i dont like pooh.
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bangles gems & rings; my favourite!
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christmas hats we bought long long time ago hahaha.
still got many more photos but im too lazy to upload alr.
MERRY BERRY CHRISTMAS LOVELIES!
this is how amazing human's feeling can be right?
it'll be so nice if someone understands how you feel w/o you telling them.
it'll be so nice if someone is always there to listen to what you want to say.
it'll be so nice if someone is willing to be with you through thick & thin.
so think about it, are you that someone for me?
:D
Thursday, December 27, 2007 | 8:52 PM
gathering at vian's house! x'mas cum boxing day celebration:)i loveeee my class. serious, i swear. though some of us are quiet, some of us are uber noisy(like eighteen), some of us are smart ass & some are lazy and dumb(like ME), but all these differences in our character makes dtrm04 unique. our class is still united after all, everyone turns up except daniel & joy. little efforts that each of us put in can actually make everyone happy. :D catering buffet, logcake, turkey, wine. what a feast !
went to collect my problematic laptop today, there's smthg wrong witht the software that they cant repair, got to bring back to sp. :(
i spend all the money i brought along with me within two hours. sales sales sales, everywhere having sales, how can i resist? chucky bangles&necklaces, shoes, bag, dress and there goes my money. i know ty is trying to make me feel better by saying, "its okay dar, those are the things you need to use." thanks uh love but i still feel guilty la cause those are my WANTS, not NEEDS.
i spend all the money i brought along with me within two hours. sales sales sales, everywhere having sales, how can i resist? chucky bangles&necklaces, shoes, bag, dress and there goes my money. i know ty is trying to make me feel better by saying, "its okay dar, those are the things you need to use." thanks uh love but i still feel guilty la cause those are my WANTS, not NEEDS.
met up with color(w/o jx) at hg mall, we talked and laugh like aunties you know.
will be spending the last few days of my holidays with them!
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 | 11:22 AM
im having a horrible headache.
i slept at 3 this morning and woke up at 9am.
only 6 hours? there's smthg very wrong with my body clock.
argh, im feeling grumpy now.
im going to stay home today since ytd i alr have a well-fulfilled day with dear & girls :D
this is the third christmas with dear but its the first time we had a proper celebration since last year i was trapped working in popular(i'll remember it until i die!). shopped the whole town thoroughly and topshop is having sales now, got a top i've been eyeing for so long and grabbed a bunch of electric blue bangles yay!
met up with the girls at clarke quay to exchange presents. hazel&jx went off as dearest hazel is not feeling well. left the four of us counting down but im still happy.
i slept at 3 this morning and woke up at 9am.
only 6 hours? there's smthg very wrong with my body clock.
argh, im feeling grumpy now.
im going to stay home today since ytd i alr have a well-fulfilled day with dear & girls :D
this is the third christmas with dear but its the first time we had a proper celebration since last year i was trapped working in popular(i'll remember it until i die!). shopped the whole town thoroughly and topshop is having sales now, got a top i've been eyeing for so long and grabbed a bunch of electric blue bangles yay!
met up with the girls at clarke quay to exchange presents. hazel&jx went off as dearest hazel is not feeling well. left the four of us counting down but im still happy.
see what my dear did for me!
he baked gingerbreadman for me. filled with love:D.jpg)
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he's eating my muffin. ignore his facial expression, its nice one hor..jpg)
obsessed with his balloon. but i dont like pooh.
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bangles gems & rings; my favourite!.jpg)
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christmas hats we bought long long time ago hahaha.
still got many more photos but im too lazy to upload alr.MERRY BERRY CHRISTMAS LOVELIES!
hope you all enjoyed like i do :D
Friday, December 21, 2007 | 9:48 PM
bouncy bouncy :)
im feeling great today yay!
went back to nvss for campcraft training, sunny weather throughout so your dearest huijuan became red(not tanned okay!) i forgot i have a plaster on my leg and i didnt remove, so you can imagine how obvious that plaster mark is now. i wore my pumps, now only my toes are still white. also, i didnt remove my watch. so i've uneven skin colour which looks real bad and weird. im going to wear slippers back tmr!
i actually feel proud of myself that im able to go back and teach smthg i've learnt & experience before. not once, but twice. at least i know efforts are not wasted & it will continue to pass down to the rest of the trainees next time. i believe hazel & the rest agree with me too :)
the saddening part comes, i only get to see marvin chan's b-a-c-k-v-i-e-w. arghhhh.
okay, you all will say whatever i know :(
this love is so hard to come by dear.
you know that i cherish & will not let go easily.
you know, i know <3
im feeling great today yay!
went back to nvss for campcraft training, sunny weather throughout so your dearest huijuan became red(not tanned okay!) i forgot i have a plaster on my leg and i didnt remove, so you can imagine how obvious that plaster mark is now. i wore my pumps, now only my toes are still white. also, i didnt remove my watch. so i've uneven skin colour which looks real bad and weird. im going to wear slippers back tmr!
i actually feel proud of myself that im able to go back and teach smthg i've learnt & experience before. not once, but twice. at least i know efforts are not wasted & it will continue to pass down to the rest of the trainees next time. i believe hazel & the rest agree with me too :)
the saddening part comes, i only get to see marvin chan's b-a-c-k-v-i-e-w. arghhhh.
okay, you all will say whatever i know :(
this love is so hard to come by dear.
you know that i cherish & will not let go easily.
you know, i know <3
Thursday, December 20, 2007 | 1:15 PM
i feel like im on my way to shake hands & be friends with fats.
its like uhh, again.
i have been eating to much fastfood lately.
monday: mac
tuesday: mac
wednesday: kfc's buddy meal
today: NO NO NO!
the rest of the week: NO NO NO NO NO!
why cant i eat more vegetables and stay away from unhealthy stuffs.
i dont want to be a carnivore anymore.
many assurances from ty is not enough.
:(
i didnt exercise ever since a year ago.
hahaha this how bad im.
i shall go and bathe now and off to meet janice wee.
we've been through 27months tgt :)
hardcore shopping with dear these two days. but i didnt spend that much, im getting alittle bit sick of those same kind of clothes i've seen everywhere. so end up i got nothing much for myself.
2. im very bored.
3. im very very very bored.
& also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OCP!
ong chu ping, you dick! :D
its like uhh, again.
i have been eating to much fastfood lately.
monday: mac
tuesday: mac
wednesday: kfc's buddy meal
today: NO NO NO!
the rest of the week: NO NO NO NO NO!
why cant i eat more vegetables and stay away from unhealthy stuffs.
i dont want to be a carnivore anymore.
many assurances from ty is not enough.
:(
i didnt exercise ever since a year ago.
hahaha this how bad im.
i shall go and bathe now and off to meet janice wee.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 | 7:08 PM
we've been through 27months tgt :)no more saying i love you.
you should know that dear hahaha.
hardcore shopping with dear these two days. but i didnt spend that much, im getting alittle bit sick of those same kind of clothes i've seen everywhere. so end up i got nothing much for myself.
im getting weird-er and weird-er as each day goes by. nothing seems to interest me anymore. smthg is very very wrong. i rather spend my days off doing nothing in particular.
im still left with alot of things to be done. i've not complete/buy those christmas presents for ty, color, eighteen and also for the party at vian's hse. only a few days more to christmas.
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS MY TWO FRONT TEETH. heh, my favourite.
1. im bored.
2. im very bored.
3. im very very very bored.
& also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OCP!
ong chu ping, you dick! :D
Monday, December 17, 2007 | 6:09 PM
You will get more demanding when your previous needs are being satisfied.
very true indeed.
working at starhub roadshow for the past two days are bad. hectic worklife that nearly killed me. we reached home only at 12.30am on sat and ytd, 1.30am. its starts at 9am and more than 12 hrs of work. =/
but think of the money, i will be much much happier hahaha.
i went back to nvss for campcraft training. oh, time really really flies when i think back we were also training hard two years back. & when both team emerged 3rd out of 155 school units competing, our efforts were paid off :D i doubt w/o npcc, memories in my life will be at least 1/3 lesser. although now i cant say that i still love npcc as much as before.
im going to spend more time with lovable this holiday. we havent dated for a long long time except for some quick meetups after school etc.
got to get back those time we've lost.
Live life in the light and perspective of eternity.
Don't wait for tomorrow to be and do your best
because tomorrow might not come.
very true indeed.
working at starhub roadshow for the past two days are bad. hectic worklife that nearly killed me. we reached home only at 12.30am on sat and ytd, 1.30am. its starts at 9am and more than 12 hrs of work. =/
but think of the money, i will be much much happier hahaha.
i went back to nvss for campcraft training. oh, time really really flies when i think back we were also training hard two years back. & when both team emerged 3rd out of 155 school units competing, our efforts were paid off :D i doubt w/o npcc, memories in my life will be at least 1/3 lesser. although now i cant say that i still love npcc as much as before.
im going to spend more time with lovable this holiday. we havent dated for a long long time except for some quick meetups after school etc.
got to get back those time we've lost.
Live life in the light and perspective of eternity.
Don't wait for tomorrow to be and do your best
because tomorrow might not come.
Friday, December 14, 2007 | 8:55 PM
thurday is our mafia-looking day:
off to changi airport TERMINAL 3! a special trial trip cum DTRM 04 class outing :D
the whole trip was fun! we were given free tee, free dinner and free CCA points! im amazed by how the whole T3 looks like. we can even go into the transit area. dont think will have a chance to go into transit area again since they only take in flights to expensive countries like european countries and japan which we cant afford. we're the first to try out the sky-train from T3 to T2 and back again. its uber cool and damn damn beautiful, even the toilets. guys' toilets has a housefly for them to aim and pee into and they all smells sooo good. hahaha i want to work there next time! :D
our pretty class photos are still with jordan!
upload when i got them.
its more than just love you know.
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big bosses, they're really holding onto CIGARS!
big bosses, they're really holding onto CIGARS!
off to changi airport TERMINAL 3! a special trial trip cum DTRM 04 class outing :D
the whole trip was fun! we were given free tee, free dinner and free CCA points! im amazed by how the whole T3 looks like. we can even go into the transit area. dont think will have a chance to go into transit area again since they only take in flights to expensive countries like european countries and japan which we cant afford. we're the first to try out the sky-train from T3 to T2 and back again. its uber cool and damn damn beautiful, even the toilets. guys' toilets has a housefly for them to aim and pee into and they all smells sooo good. hahaha i want to work there next time! :D
our pretty class photos are still with jordan!
upload when i got them.
its more than just love you know.
Thursday, December 13, 2007 | 9:23 PM
i never felt so sinful, so gulity and so rotten until tonight.
yes, this very night.
i hurt mummy. and daddy too even though he isnt ard.
every single thing i have now is given by them, that includes my life and yet,
those words came out just like that and i didnt realise they are powerful, they will hurt.
plus all those unreasonable reasons i gave, im such a disappointment.
im being brainwashed thoroughly.
how rotten can i be?
i dont want to rebel anymore,
i dont want to go against mum's wish/wishes anymore.
but does that mean that i've to let go of your warm hands?
(even if i dont want to?)
i dread this feeling
i have to make such a decision.
im seriously not prepared.
the superb EIGHTEEN :D
yes, this very night.
i hurt mummy. and daddy too even though he isnt ard.
every single thing i have now is given by them, that includes my life and yet,
those words came out just like that and i didnt realise they are powerful, they will hurt.
plus all those unreasonable reasons i gave, im such a disappointment.
im being brainwashed thoroughly.
how rotten can i be?
i dont want to rebel anymore,
i dont want to go against mum's wish/wishes anymore.
but does that mean that i've to let go of your warm hands?
(even if i dont want to?)
i dread this feeling
i have to make such a decision.
im seriously not prepared.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 | 6:35 PM
the superb EIGHTEEN :Dschool's fine today. ideas lesson is quite useless, as usual one, we'll just sit at one side of the room and crap. my hunky teacher let us watched sex and the city during crs which got many sex scenes. one talk show on AIDS and one happy family drama. he say this can help us think and stimulate your brains for essay writing which i dont know how actually. hahaha
& one thing i hate jordan wee today is he say i got thunder thighs. do i have do i have? chuping's friend even said i look like usher. wth, which part of me? they are bringing back my low self esteem. T_T this is depressing.
linger around in the past