my darling npcc friends!
pillars of nvssNPCCpictures speak a thousand words.
i miss my npcc friends sooo much!
went shopping with color.
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they are just so impt.
dear too!
Thursday, August 30, 2007 | 11:20 PM
unexpectedly, our wonderful plan works and tmr we dont need to report for work anymore! words cant describe how happy we are la. which means today will be the last time im sitting at that small pathetic confined place. god-damn-it.
went to interview for our new job at taka and we shopped. bought two cardigans cheaply for only $30 at cotton on; the new shop just beside f21 in wisma. queue is long and i shared the fitting room with joy tan. eeeeeyerrr right? hahaha. pull and bear top! im going to get it tmr when i go to town again with my girlies. will be going back nvss too.
HAHAHA. joy tan is such an asshole. she likes to squeeze me everything we walked side-by-side, and i got stared by a little girl for that.
okay. dont have to sleep early tonight cause i dont have to wake up as early as a fucking 6.30am
yayness all over! :D
my new hobby: download fonts for the net and use them on editing the photos. im just too bored okay.
went to interview for our new job at taka and we shopped. bought two cardigans cheaply for only $30 at cotton on; the new shop just beside f21 in wisma. queue is long and i shared the fitting room with joy tan. eeeeeyerrr right? hahaha. pull and bear top! im going to get it tmr when i go to town again with my girlies. will be going back nvss too.
HAHAHA. joy tan is such an asshole. she likes to squeeze me everything we walked side-by-side, and i got stared by a little girl for that.
okay. dont have to sleep early tonight cause i dont have to wake up as early as a fucking 6.30am
yayness all over! :D
my new hobby: download fonts for the net and use them on editing the photos. im just too bored okay.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 | 8:35 PM
sun mon tues wed! finally get to see dear today! he meet me at outram park and went back home with me. dear had a haircut, look much much better, more sunshine. lol.
resigned from our shitty job today. our last day will be on friday. two more fucking days to go :(
honestly, i call less than 20 companies today within the 9hrs. hahaha. i kept on calling dear to chat with him, or i will just pretend to talk to the air when the our team leader is somewhere near. i decided to cheat through tmr and friday too. who cares? hehheh. i realised how much i will miss my home when im there, it feels the same like last time when i go through CI course too. but this, at least i earned the bucks :D
bought my ah-ma-looking shoes(mummy named it!). black; simple and prettaye. and best of all, comfortable and i think it goes well with skinnies! hoho. im going to buy the white ones and ask jx/eunice to draw for me. im a sucker at art okay. one pair wont be enough for me to destroy! :D
resigned from our shitty job today. our last day will be on friday. two more fucking days to go :(
honestly, i call less than 20 companies today within the 9hrs. hahaha. i kept on calling dear to chat with him, or i will just pretend to talk to the air when the our team leader is somewhere near. i decided to cheat through tmr and friday too. who cares? hehheh. i realised how much i will miss my home when im there, it feels the same like last time when i go through CI course too. but this, at least i earned the bucks :D
bought my ah-ma-looking shoes(mummy named it!). black; simple and prettaye. and best of all, comfortable and i think it goes well with skinnies! hoho. im going to buy the white ones and ask jx/eunice to draw for me. im a sucker at art okay. one pair wont be enough for me to destroy! :D
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 | 8:10 PM
FUCK! today has been the most boring-est day of my life. its fucking damn boring working there. im quitting tmr, but need three days in advance, so i can prolly leave on friday only.
i swear its like hundred times more boring than biofocus! wthhhh. though i spent my time sitting there slacking instead of calling, but time pass real slow man. worst of the worst, my partner is ancindian, i cant communicate with her, i know im fucking racist. so i can only sit there and dream. last time when i slack, i can at least talked to janice and xw, but now, NOBODY AT ALL. joy is sitting so faraway from me. i dont know how many :( i put when i smsed dear. this is how sad and boring i am today okay. i dont know how to survive till friday la. survival kit? i intend to bring lots of junkfood there to eat and call up joy to chat with me, she's as bored and as slack as me anyway.
im not going to find any telemarketing job ever in my life again. even if the pay is alot. OMFGG.
:(
dear, im dead serious. i only want to be a taitai next time, please dont ask me to go work okay, unless you're the boss. heh.
more than just love;
i swear its like hundred times more boring than biofocus! wthhhh. though i spent my time sitting there slacking instead of calling, but time pass real slow man. worst of the worst, my partner is ancindian, i cant communicate with her, i know im fucking racist. so i can only sit there and dream. last time when i slack, i can at least talked to janice and xw, but now, NOBODY AT ALL. joy is sitting so faraway from me. i dont know how many :( i put when i smsed dear. this is how sad and boring i am today okay. i dont know how to survive till friday la. survival kit? i intend to bring lots of junkfood there to eat and call up joy to chat with me, she's as bored and as slack as me anyway.
im not going to find any telemarketing job ever in my life again. even if the pay is alot. OMFGG.
:(
dear, im dead serious. i only want to be a taitai next time, please dont ask me to go work okay, unless you're the boss. heh.
Monday, August 27, 2007 | 2:37 PM
more than just love;
Sunday, August 26, 2007 | 10:49 PM
im reporting for work at 10am tmr. its just a training tmr and i'll be paid just freaking $3.50/hr. im feeling alittle scared right now. god knows why? maybe because joy is not with me, she's working on another project for one week and alr had her training on sat. things there seems to be quite strict. we have to dress properly and of course decently. no shorts, mini skirts, slippers, revealing clothes, etc etc. so i only have two pair of skinnies to wear on alternate days for these four weeks! i need to get more clothes and stuffs. i hope time pass uber fast when i work and im going to work hard for the sake of m-o-n-e-y!
anyway, went to my uncle's hse today cause is ahma's death anniversary and we've to pray. i hate to sit there and listen to those filthy rich adults talking absolute craps(i was being forced to go there!). yah yah. i know that are like million times richer than my parents, the way they talked sounds irritating to me. so what if they live in houses that are like 50 times bigger than my small little 4-room flat, i dont like the way they look down on pple like us. if ever a day when i become as filthy rich as them, or even better, im going to look down on them like shit too. they commented that the way i dressed isnt appropriate when im just in normal shorts and tee. their responses are "you even wear like that to go poly for lessons? aiyoooo!" wthhhh. skimpy? am i suppose to be wrapped up like a bah-zhang? and mummy seems to agree with them and started nagging alittle on our way back. fine, i'll wear skinnies to school more often next time.
going to talk to dear after he finished studying and rant to him all these things.
gagagaga.
anyway, went to my uncle's hse today cause is ahma's death anniversary and we've to pray. i hate to sit there and listen to those filthy rich adults talking absolute craps(i was being forced to go there!). yah yah. i know that are like million times richer than my parents, the way they talked sounds irritating to me. so what if they live in houses that are like 50 times bigger than my small little 4-room flat, i dont like the way they look down on pple like us. if ever a day when i become as filthy rich as them, or even better, im going to look down on them like shit too. they commented that the way i dressed isnt appropriate when im just in normal shorts and tee. their responses are "you even wear like that to go poly for lessons? aiyoooo!" wthhhh. skimpy? am i suppose to be wrapped up like a bah-zhang? and mummy seems to agree with them and started nagging alittle on our way back. fine, i'll wear skinnies to school more often next time.
going to talk to dear after he finished studying and rant to him all these things.
gagagaga.
Saturday, August 25, 2007 | 12:45 AM
look at the time now! 12.45 midnight and im still eating a big packet of $4 hokkien mee for my supper! but its super duper nice. worth getting fat for. hahahaha. anw, im alittle scared now, alone at home now :(
thank god dear is talking to me.
much loves.
dating tmr!
thank god dear is talking to me.
much loves.
dating tmr!
Thursday, August 23, 2007 | 9:10 PM
i have all the time in the world now; exams are overrrr! HOORAY!
smthg is still bothering me. the-you-know-what secret between me and ty. ITS A FACADE. i know it dear!
okay, pth suck like hell today.
but the good thing is i secured myself a job together with joy; a calling agent. its somehow different from telemarketing i think. $7/hr. calculated and i think i can earn ard $60/day from 8.30 to 6pm. im real happy okay! big bucks big bucks will come :) im going to ask ty to go too since they need more pple! except that the location is buona vista. we waited like half an hr at the bus stop for bus92 to come. transportation fees will be high with both mrt and bus.
went town to meet nanny, justina & the guys after that. eat and shopped. ty is sooo nice to come to town and look for me. loved. spent again la, i shall not promise dearest anything again. hahaha.
smthg is still bothering me. the-you-know-what secret between me and ty. ITS A FACADE. i know it dear!
okay, pth suck like hell today.
but the good thing is i secured myself a job together with joy; a calling agent. its somehow different from telemarketing i think. $7/hr. calculated and i think i can earn ard $60/day from 8.30 to 6pm. im real happy okay! big bucks big bucks will come :) im going to ask ty to go too since they need more pple! except that the location is buona vista. we waited like half an hr at the bus stop for bus92 to come. transportation fees will be high with both mrt and bus.
went town to meet nanny, justina & the guys after that. eat and shopped. ty is sooo nice to come to town and look for me. loved. spent again la, i shall not promise dearest anything again. hahaha.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 | 10:25 PM
studying un-productively isn't going to help much.
so i went to look through all those photographs i took last time. be it with my dearest, my clique, family and cousins or blah blah, i realised one big thing! 9 out of 10 photos i took, i looked damn weird and some even FUGLY. even those few that last time i thought i look damn nice ones were really scary. somehow, smthg on my face is not right la. okay, im not saying i become prettier, im just more presentable now. :D
i found out that my ugliest period was sec2 and sec3. no wonder dearest ty didnt fall in love with me that time. i realised its u-n-d-e-r-s-t-a-n-d-a-b-l-e now! cause if im a guy, i wont like such a girl. HAHAHAHA.
still remember those days that my yellow trail slippers will follow everywhere i go. i'll wear it to the playground, to plaza, and even to town; i'll still be wearing that same-old-good slippers. rofl. i really dont know whats my problem then. and it was such an "IN" thing to wear two different colours, the most popular and common ones are yellow with blue, or blue with orange if im not wrong. the combination of colours seems like a biggg mismatch now.
omgggg laugh my ass off.
but those days were still carefree and fun.
okay, enough. back to sucky PTH again :(
so i went to look through all those photographs i took last time. be it with my dearest, my clique, family and cousins or blah blah, i realised one big thing! 9 out of 10 photos i took, i looked damn weird and some even FUGLY. even those few that last time i thought i look damn nice ones were really scary. somehow, smthg on my face is not right la. okay, im not saying i become prettier, im just more presentable now. :D
i found out that my ugliest period was sec2 and sec3. no wonder dearest ty didnt fall in love with me that time. i realised its u-n-d-e-r-s-t-a-n-d-a-b-l-e now! cause if im a guy, i wont like such a girl. HAHAHAHA.
still remember those days that my yellow trail slippers will follow everywhere i go. i'll wear it to the playground, to plaza, and even to town; i'll still be wearing that same-old-good slippers. rofl. i really dont know whats my problem then. and it was such an "IN" thing to wear two different colours, the most popular and common ones are yellow with blue, or blue with orange if im not wrong. the combination of colours seems like a biggg mismatch now.
omgggg laugh my ass off.
but those days were still carefree and fun.
okay, enough. back to sucky PTH again :(
Monday, August 20, 2007 | 9:05 PM
im stucked here, online-ing and doing pretty nothing much. arghhh. im a lazy bum, wonder what mummy eat or did when she's having this huijuan in her stomach, why am i born to be lazy? HAHAHA. okay, fine if my words doesnt make any sense.
i went ikea with joy today. she wanted to buy boxes from there. look carefully, it is B-O-X-E-S and not boxers! so she spent twenty over dollars in total, unlike justinatok who simply spent $40 just on buying boxes that day. omggg. hehhehheh. i bought a corkboard. biggg and only cost $9 :D
i havent start studying for PTH which is on thurs. 25 lectures to study. shitttya. im going to start later. yes, LATER and not tmr!
okay done with blogging!
YOU'RE MY PICTURE PERFECT:D
i went ikea with joy today. she wanted to buy boxes from there. look carefully, it is B-O-X-E-S and not boxers! so she spent twenty over dollars in total, unlike justinatok who simply spent $40 just on buying boxes that day. omggg. hehhehheh. i bought a corkboard. biggg and only cost $9 :D
i havent start studying for PTH which is on thurs. 25 lectures to study. shitttya. im going to start later. yes, LATER and not tmr!
okay done with blogging!
Sunday, August 19, 2007 | 6:56 PM
YOU'RE MY PICTURE PERFECT:D we have been through 23 months; which is 700days, hand in hand. you have given me the best of everything that i ever can get. i can swear that these 23 months have been the best part of my life, nothing else can be compared and nobody can replaced you.
i fell sooo in love once, and this shall be the only one. i promised. <3
Saturday, August 18, 2007 | 7:33 PM
im so happy! and im going to tell the whole world that my weight is 45kg! YAYYYY!measured at NUM's fitting room. i asked dear to see too and its confirmed that im still a 45kg girl despite eating tons of unhealthy food everyday and binge like shit, i didnt grow alot heavier! i thought i would become like ard 48kg cause i have not been exercising constructively ever since dont know 23760481 months or days? hohoho :D
i love today so much la. i got a sweet date with dear in my nice yellow, sunshine-looking eyelet dress. i think i really look very lady-like today. very different for my normal ah-lian style. maybe nobody thinks so but i dont care cause i do. heh. i feel so good walking in town like that, and i realised pple look at me at a more friendly way, like those retail assistants etc. if im in tee and shorts, they always like to stare. okay, dear will say im thinking too much, they still treat me the same no matter what i wear. but i can sense it hor. haha.
and i broke my promise to dear, i spent. bought a elmo junkfood tee. *SENSE OF GUILT* heh.
i like this photo. i think i look very thinny :)
my ah-beng-looking dear!
i love today so much la. i got a sweet date with dear in my nice yellow, sunshine-looking eyelet dress. i think i really look very lady-like today. very different for my normal ah-lian style. maybe nobody thinks so but i dont care cause i do. heh. i feel so good walking in town like that, and i realised pple look at me at a more friendly way, like those retail assistants etc. if im in tee and shorts, they always like to stare. okay, dear will say im thinking too much, they still treat me the same no matter what i wear. but i can sense it hor. haha.
and i broke my promise to dear, i spent. bought a elmo junkfood tee. *SENSE OF GUILT* heh.
i like this photo. i think i look very thinny :)
i can kiss my nose, can you?
my ah-beng-looking dear!
Friday, August 17, 2007 | 10:47 PM
currently blogging cause there's nothing much for me to do.
i have surf all the webpages im suppose to surf, read most people's blog and mind about their businesses. so now, im going to update my own.
rainning cats and dogs today. the pt is, rainning cats and dogs and i still have to go out is damn troublesome. the route to lrt there forever flooded with mud water when it rains. !@#^$&(*~
but had a good time catching up with janicewee. went wheelock place but her ipod is beyond repair! hahahaha.
okay, im just very bored. tmr's date with my dearest will make my day! :)
you make me go lalalala~
i have surf all the webpages im suppose to surf, read most people's blog and mind about their businesses. so now, im going to update my own.
rainning cats and dogs today. the pt is, rainning cats and dogs and i still have to go out is damn troublesome. the route to lrt there forever flooded with mud water when it rains. !@#^$&(*~
but had a good time catching up with janicewee. went wheelock place but her ipod is beyond repair! hahahaha.
okay, im just very bored. tmr's date with my dearest will make my day! :)
you make me go lalalala~
Thursday, August 16, 2007 | 7:42 PM
yay! econs is over and im only left with one more exam paper on next thurs! its like holiday now alr! im only going to start studying on mon! HEH. i feel good!
went ikea and then to penninsular plaza with my babies. oh, JOY BOUGHT HER PURPLE SKINNIES ALR. i know she's very contented abt this. hahaha. i have the urge to buy white skinnies suddenly. i dont know why, although i know im such a clumsy and dirty girl, white may turn into black very fast. lol. but there really sell nice and not-very-expensive ones :D
i feel very guilty after buying another some-old-kind of spag top from topshop, just that its in yellow. I SHALL START SAVING MONEY, its a promise i want to make to my dearest! only mid of aug and i spend like nearly $200 alr. wtf.
meeting janice tmr and sat will be dating with ty!
im serious, you mean the whole world to me.
went ikea and then to penninsular plaza with my babies. oh, JOY BOUGHT HER PURPLE SKINNIES ALR. i know she's very contented abt this. hahaha. i have the urge to buy white skinnies suddenly. i dont know why, although i know im such a clumsy and dirty girl, white may turn into black very fast. lol. but there really sell nice and not-very-expensive ones :D
i feel very guilty after buying another some-old-kind of spag top from topshop, just that its in yellow. I SHALL START SAVING MONEY, its a promise i want to make to my dearest! only mid of aug and i spend like nearly $200 alr. wtf.
meeting janice tmr and sat will be dating with ty!
im serious, you mean the whole world to me.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 | 1:54 PM
im not putting in alot of effort to study for econs exam. argh, i really dont understand what the notes are trying to say. okay, just say that im not paying any attention during lectures. i just want to get over tmr's exam and i dont have to study this damn shitty module ever again. hopefully is will just pass and dont have to repeat it. SO WHO THE HELL INVENTED ECONS?
im giving myself a chance to slack, i know.
im thinking to much.
sometimes i think that being independent is fucking good, but there are times i dont want to be independent at all. i want to rely on you so that you will do every lil thing for me. and i have to worry about absolutely nothing.
but will you always be there?
its not you, but you
im giving myself a chance to slack, i know.
im thinking to much.
sometimes i think that being independent is fucking good, but there are times i dont want to be independent at all. i want to rely on you so that you will do every lil thing for me. and i have to worry about absolutely nothing.
but will you always be there?
its not you, but you
Tuesday, August 14, 2007 | 3:51 PM
baby, you know that i'll never want to leave you
:D
im not going to practise accounts. im just going to read thru the textbk and tutorials. thats it!
:D
Saturday, August 11, 2007 | 3:58 PM
im not going to practise accounts. im just going to read thru the textbk and tutorials. thats it!
Labels: Big girls don't cry
Thursday, August 09, 2007 | 4:36 PM
rihanna is bloody hot! she shall be my new idol.
if one day i ever become a lesbian, i think i'll hope that she's my partner. rofl.
woke up late this morning. went to meet up with at hg mall. we had lunch at foodcourt, crapped and studied. we ate durians by the roadside. okay, maybe not roadside, but the pathway outside mrt station. hazel realised ALOT of pple is looking at us, but jx keep telling her its just her illusions, no one is looking at us actually. it was super funny i think. i dont really care how others see us when we are in a group. i feel very comfortable with them ard, and guess its quite hard to find feelings like this. yah, im really happy la.
im only left with 4 days to my mid-session test. i havent touch or even smell accounting yet. just started browsing thru econs. wtffff. why sp's test is forever so early and so stingy when giving us holiday breaks.
i shall stop ranting or it will just go on and on.
if one day i ever become a lesbian, i think i'll hope that she's my partner. rofl.
woke up late this morning. went to meet up with at hg mall. we had lunch at foodcourt, crapped and studied. we ate durians by the roadside. okay, maybe not roadside, but the pathway outside mrt station. hazel realised ALOT of pple is looking at us, but jx keep telling her its just her illusions, no one is looking at us actually. it was super funny i think. i dont really care how others see us when we are in a group. i feel very comfortable with them ard, and guess its quite hard to find feelings like this. yah, im really happy la.
im only left with 4 days to my mid-session test. i havent touch or even smell accounting yet. just started browsing thru econs. wtffff. why sp's test is forever so early and so stingy when giving us holiday breaks.
i shall stop ranting or it will just go on and on.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 | 7:24 PM
after thinking for like 2 minutes, i still dont know how am i going to start today's post. gagagaga.
woke up super early today to go back nvss. met up with sj first. NPCC seems like a little stranger to me now. i dont know why, but still crapping with mr lee and mdm lim is still very fun. the most impt big thing is, sitting just next to marvin chan. hohohoho. okay, i was shy, so i leave an empty seat in between us and sat on the next one. lucky no one dares to go sit okay! and he still have the power to make me feel high! :D
of course, ty is still the number 1 in my heart.
rushed back to sp for the lame dame listening compre test. and then met dear in town to watch jay's movie - Secret. very very nice although i dont quite get the ending, but dear explained to me. JAY IS VERY CHARMING:)
meeting color tmr for lunch and i dont know we still got what plans. this study week doesnt help me much, it just let me slack and have more fun. shittttt laaaaa.
sometimes i cant help but to think that friends i have can be easily counted with my ten fingers. feeling drifted away makes me feel so sucky. arghhh.
woke up super early today to go back nvss. met up with sj first. NPCC seems like a little stranger to me now. i dont know why, but still crapping with mr lee and mdm lim is still very fun. the most impt big thing is, sitting just next to marvin chan. hohohoho. okay, i was shy, so i leave an empty seat in between us and sat on the next one. lucky no one dares to go sit okay! and he still have the power to make me feel high! :D
of course, ty is still the number 1 in my heart.
rushed back to sp for the lame dame listening compre test. and then met dear in town to watch jay's movie - Secret. very very nice although i dont quite get the ending, but dear explained to me. JAY IS VERY CHARMING:)
meeting color tmr for lunch and i dont know we still got what plans. this study week doesnt help me much, it just let me slack and have more fun. shittttt laaaaa.
sometimes i cant help but to think that friends i have can be easily counted with my ten fingers. feeling drifted away makes me feel so sucky. arghhh.
Monday, August 06, 2007 | 8:01 PM
just came back from rivervale mall with mum. so tiring because guess what? the two of us carried $117.35 worth of ntuc stuffs all the way back home. duper heavy okay. many many canned food, fruits, washing power, my tibits and many many more. i can feel that my hands are breaking. its only until when we walked half of the journey then mum says,"actually we can take cab hor, only ard $3." im like duh, you should say earlier ma. -_- but its worth it, because i got really lots of junk food! hehh.
this morning played pool with dear. can you imagine i played until the joint of my thumb is red? i really suck at pool. i dont know how to see and aim properly. and i know dear had a super hard time teaching me this clumsy gf. it was good that the whole place was quite cleared, so i dont have to scare of malu-ness. i have to praise dear that he's a very very patient teacher! :D
once and again,
i was so childish.
this shall really be the last time love.
:(
this morning played pool with dear. can you imagine i played until the joint of my thumb is red? i really suck at pool. i dont know how to see and aim properly. and i know dear had a super hard time teaching me this clumsy gf. it was good that the whole place was quite cleared, so i dont have to scare of malu-ness. i have to praise dear that he's a very very patient teacher! :D
once and again,
i was so childish.
this shall really be the last time love.
Sunday, August 05, 2007 | 1:56 PM
| You Have Low Self Esteem 48% of the Time |
 While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues. It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself! |
| Your Mood is a 3 |
 You're feeling rather down right now, but you're doing your best to get through it. |
:(
Friday, August 03, 2007 | 11:17 PM
i decided to blog now though im feeling very lazy.
sometimes i feel that im drifting away from everyone, friends are all too busy for me, etc etc etc. although i know that there are times i'll ps them for ty too.
exams are so near yet i have been sitting in front of this laptop for like 4 hrs alr?
i do feel guilty for slacking, but i just cant pull up my socks, buck up and start to mug like my classmates do. i just cantttttt.
skipped last PTH tutorial today. ty came all the way to sp and we had lunch in fc6 before we went shopping. headed to causeway pt and then amk hub. i've blacklisted places like town, bugis and marina. really went there for many many countless times throughout these few months. im sick of them alr. i dont know where we can go dating next time.
anyway, i bought a pair of new pumps just to go with my newly bought dress. :D
i realised i cant be wearing slippers with my sooo lady-like dress. HAHAHA.
oh yah, its my econs tutor last day today. we bought a cake and wrote cards. posted picture with her on my friendster alr!
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sometimes i feel that im drifting away from everyone, friends are all too busy for me, etc etc etc. although i know that there are times i'll ps them for ty too.
exams are so near yet i have been sitting in front of this laptop for like 4 hrs alr?
i do feel guilty for slacking, but i just cant pull up my socks, buck up and start to mug like my classmates do. i just cantttttt.
skipped last PTH tutorial today. ty came all the way to sp and we had lunch in fc6 before we went shopping. headed to causeway pt and then amk hub. i've blacklisted places like town, bugis and marina. really went there for many many countless times throughout these few months. im sick of them alr. i dont know where we can go dating next time.
anyway, i bought a pair of new pumps just to go with my newly bought dress. :D
i realised i cant be wearing slippers with my sooo lady-like dress. HAHAHA.
oh yah, its my econs tutor last day today. we bought a cake and wrote cards. posted picture with her on my friendster alr!
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Thursday, August 02, 2007 | 4:40 PM
just heard from mummy that a boy who lives just one floor below us committed suicide last sunday. he didnt jump down from my blk, but its at blk 240 there. he's 17 years old like me but in sec three only cause he retained. i already knew that his mother was a single parent and he still have got two elder brother since i live here. but i just dont understand why he chose to end his life this way. he's mother must have gone through alot of hardship to bring the three of them up, yet he want to end his life now.
anyway, i was lonely in school today. the three of them all didnt come. so i can only talk to the few guys and they said im a loner :(
i realised i think alot when im quiet and alone, listening to mp3 on the way back home.
i dont want to be a murderer.
anyway, i was lonely in school today. the three of them all didnt come. so i can only talk to the few guys and they said im a loner :(
i realised i think alot when im quiet and alone, listening to mp3 on the way back home.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007 | 8:24 PM
i dont want to be a murderer.
linger around in the past