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ten feet off the ground.
i'll sit here & wait for the stars to shine.
JUAN is teckyong's dearest. I've old-men fetish.
painted with rainbow colors
Bell Eunice Hanwee Janelle Janice Jordan Sujun Vivian Yanying
dance hall music



Monday, October 29, 2007 | 4:52 PM
being only 17, i've chalked up about $650 of expenses in this month of October alone. food, clothes, printing of notes and barang barangs. the money in my bank is depleting again. i cant afford any good food from next month onwards. its time to stop and do necessary cut downs on my expenses. if not, i dont think im able to survive in the future.
ty & i were discussing abt our future. how can we afford to have proper wedding dinner, a house and many etc. i think we cant even afford a three-room flat by the age of 24, and 25 for him. T_T
life is gonna be hard. lmao.

its e-learning week, but i rather go back to school. being a homebody, studying at home isn't of much use. just imagine, MST is next week :(



so materialistic. am i?

Sunday, October 28, 2007 | 7:31 PM
i search for the meaning of "FRIEND" in the dictionary,
FRIEND - someone you like and enjoy spending time with.

i glad that FRIENDS exist in this world.
& im happy that i have a good bunch of really nice ones.

COLOR, EIGHTEEN & janice wee.
pple that i appreciate the most.
DEAREST MR LIM, in case you think that i will miss you out dear, I DIDNT okay!
you are the one i cherish and love the most :D
not number one but only one in my life.
<3

i'll remember all those times i spent with my current friends, even if i may make new friends in the future.


MY DEFINITION OF FRIENDS - wonderful pple that i came across in my life and will leave down beautiful memories for me.

Saturday, October 27, 2007 | 11:07 PM
sometimes i think im really pathetic.
is $50 a week as pocket money too much from you all?
is asking you all to pay my $45 train concession very expensive?
think abt it.
i only take a total of $245 from you all a month and yet you all still wants me to pay for my other expenses like phone bills, dinners i ate outside when you didnt cook and many other neccesary stuffs.
my hp bill is only ard $38 each month yet you complained and scolded me like fucking shit. wth, do you know how much some other kids took from their parents everytime. most of the books and notes in school i paid myself and i never took a single cent from you all for my own shopping needs.

WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME?
fuck up parents.


you may think im very immoral to swear. wait till you have parents like mine. ESPECIALLY MY MOTHER :(
i have got no mood to post today photos. next post.

Thursday, October 25, 2007 | 10:51 PM
im a boring girl with a boring life.
so i painted my nails blue. neon kind of blue?
fugly looking; not appealing at all, i think joy's one is nicer.

im tired now because:
im sick, sneezing non-stop since noon. so i will skip FOM tmr morning.
ahhhh-chewwww

im sad now because:
i think my f21 tee is really lost through mailing T_T

i'll be happy tmr because:
i get to meetup with my dearest ty tmr evening to go vivo shop & have our dinner.
my bf is a poor thing, his lesson end at 9.30pm today. omggg.


i want to get a scarf/shawl soon to wrap ard my neck. HAHAHA
plain black, polka dots, stripes. as long as its nice will do.
i shall forced everyone in eighteen to get one as our clique's identity!
yaaayyy!
but i know the four guys will kill me for sure.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007 | 10:12 PM
"camwhored, camwhored; everyday also camwhore"
what typical poly students will do on boring school days.




in school:







off to haji lane again:



the concepts used in those shops are really uber cool & vintage.

their clothes and bags are unique, one piece only! but, super duper pricey T_T

meet my new friend, super mario's mushroom! its a necklace from online(:

im off to talk to dear & shop alittle bit online.


Tuesday, October 23, 2007 | 9:16 PM


school bye, school sigh.
lessons as normal today, the only thing new is that i realised CRS teacher is quite hot; muscular man. heh. though he's not very young but he goes for morning swim every morning. cooool man, not many people will do that right? hahahaha

met up with janice at hg mall. as usual, we talked abt everything under the sunnnn. and then i went home together with dearest boy.

gems until 3pm tmr and will be going haji lane with my girls. hahaha & justina tok is going to lead the way there this time.

i have to complete stats tutorial later on. many many qns. i have to do cause im forever being blacklisted in stats class, its true.


your arms are meant for hugging me :D
only

Sunday, October 21, 2007 | 8:11 PM
bugis, haji lane, arab st, marina sq :)
the places we want to today!
bugis st is freaking crowded and freakkking hot. we sweated like cows.
walked and find our way to haji lane. most shops are closed i think due to weekends
but i still managed to buy smthg there. bundles of indian bangles :D
they're pretty and make me happy. hahaha i told ty to go back there again to buy more when im richer. & he commented that im like an indian lady now.
dear spent much more than i did today.



just a few:


1.
2.
3. my dear is thin with tanned legs
4. i dont know why i pronounced it as JIn pisai at first.
5.

Saturday, October 20, 2007 | 11:40 PM
second post of the day!
today is the third time i went to far east this week, if you still remember reading my previous posts. spend many may hours looking for clothes, but ended up with a tee only. i love shopping with dear cause i never have to carry my stuffs, dear will carry all! he dotes on me, and knows that im such a lazy bum. heh. we shopped and walked all the way down from far east to ps. shopping makes me slim :D
& tmr we're going bugis and haji lane. bugis because dear needs to buy a new bag & bottoms. i heard that haji lane has got loads of vintage stuffs. im going to find my way there with dear. its such a happy weekend for me. hohoho.
all because i have got the bestest bf on earth! :)



1.

2.
3.
4. lousy poser
5.




oh yah, and one sad thing is that my f21 tee bought online is lost! the seller mailed it out since last tue & i havent receive it till now. oh it was sad, there goes my $20 T_T

| 2:41 PM
i survived the night expedition!
we first had a night walk in our school itself.
let me tell you, i really freaked out cause my partner chan kaming didnt protect me and just leave me to die.
the whole walk way along the staff room was damn damn scary. the effects and pple used to scare us out was darn successful. because i screamed like shit throughout the whole walk. even the helpers shouted, "ehh, who's that girl that scream so loud uh?" and then the tunnel was too small for kaming. he got stucked a couple of times, hahaha those "ghosts" just simple grabbed my leg and i return them with many kicks. LOOL. heh.
and meanie kaming & justina created a joke out of me saying i rolled out when i just merely jumped out. they are going to tell everybody on monday. T_T
headed out after that to places like hill view mansion, choa chu kang cementry which is damn eerie and few more places. some are not really hunted but with history backgrounds. we trekked thru forest in the late midnight! digusting and scary man.
& everything really scare the hell out of me!

reached home at 7plus. i bathed and slept till now.
going town with ty dear later :)

im happy cause the gojane pumps i ordered online arrived! will collect from the buyer hopefully by next week & i hope the size do fits me. yay!

Thursday, October 18, 2007 | 8:35 PM
days are getting longer and harder to pass. i have never thought 24 hours was too little sign of a lack of achievements? hahaha i amuse myself to such extend i never knew i can.
growing more and more tired as each day goes by. lectures, tutorials, assignments, projects; they are sucking up my brain juice off darn fast. i cant seems to catch up and be on the same pace with the others.

tmr night i wont be home cause im going for the night expedition until saturday morning. kaming, vivian & justina are going too. i think we'll be exploring old changi hospital, and some other eerie places. in a big group of 30 pple and with some professional ghost hunters. excited but afraid at the same time. im going to grab my buddies tightly and i shall pray hard that i wont see any "unusual things". my hair is going to stand nowwww!

& tmr is our 25th months together! but cant celebrate with dear due to the night expedition. but dearest ty is very understanding!
so we'll make up for it on saturday. we're finally going out for a date. first proper date in three weeks. omggg, not many couples do that right. hahaha.



saying i love you not just for the sake of saying it.
i guess i love you isnt enough to express my love, dear.
you shld know :)

Wednesday, October 17, 2007 | 6:19 PM
today i went to school for only an hour just to attend stats.
i skipped human diseases class & vball elective prog.
headed to town and ate buffet at COCA the thai steamboat resturant that justina works at.
we paid $20 each including justina's share and jordan kept on saying that i only ate stuffs that cost $2.50.
but quite true! i only have a few fishballs, drink some soup, a prawn, and a few mouths of rice and the green noodles. i dont really like those food there. justina, please dont tell us to eat there again. i sound so mean, but the think the rest of eighteen will agree with me! HAHAHA

we shopped at far east(AGAIN!).
tmr will be a hell day with three hours straight of lectures and formal-wear.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007 | 10:41 PM
im only halfway through my 1000 words essay on The Impact of Malaria on Mankind; Past, Present and Future. i need to hand in T-M-R.
search through the internet countless times and i just cant find those facts that i want. i doubt that i will score well for this overall 15% of my human disease module. the things im writing down now are quite irrelevent, but i just have to squeeze smthg out those useless websites. They are asking for impacts, but i wrote down history and precautions. see how wrong i am?
nobody can help me now. T_T
screams&shouts!

i should have spend more time on it instead of rushing this sooo last minute report now and enjoying the whole afternoon shopping at far east with janicewee.
gosh.


anw, its finally justina's birthday tmr.
wish you'll have a boyfriend soon lovely :D
i dont know whats the celebration plan all about.
but i bet we'll play pranks on her again.
just like what we do everyday, even if its not her birthday.
HAHAHA.

Monday, October 15, 2007 | 10:18 PM
the only place that allow me to crap is here.
but sometimes, i dont really blog freely because i know who my readers mostly are
& i have to think thru a little before commenting on stuffs that might be biased or personal etc.
so if i want to pen down my frustrations or real thoughts, i'll definitely do it in my diary.
will probably let dear read next time, or maybe for my kids to let them know that they have got an evil mother. hohoho.

school is fine today because marketing tutorial ended early. & i get to meet up with color except sj at bugis. we shopped, we spent, we chatted, we ate dinner together. i have new clothes for school again, no repetitions!
and the very nice ty came to bugis and we went home together. he such a darling :D

meeting up with janice wee after lessons tmr to do some more catching up again.

random:
i had spaghetti, chicken soup and coke for dinner at bugis cafe. but im getting hungry again.
tempting cup noodles is waiting for me now! HAHAHA.


i hope school will not be sooo depressing for us anymore!

Friday, October 12, 2007 | 10:21 PM
STAGNANT.
nothing but a big fat ZERO.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007 | 11:18 PM
i saw my sec1&2 crush today! :D
a married man in his thirties.
its my dearest ty that told me his whereabouts. heh.
his name shall be exposed la, since everyone who knows me then, definitely knows.
MARVIN CHAN
its so weird and dumb and dreamy of me to have a huge crush on a teacher.
still remember how i used to force color to accompany me ard the school just to spot him.
EVEN LIKE FOR FEW SECONDS?!!
i even took the longer route up to the class or np room just to try my luck hoping i can bump into him.
wthhh was i thinking then. *shake my head and bang the wall*

HAHAHA.
okay, im weird.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007 | 10:08 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST JOY!
FINALLY EIGHTEEN :)
sexy, slim & smart
HAHAHA. hope you enjoyed the big surprise in class!


not bimbos!

somebody,"OMG, JUSTINA LOOKS PRETTIER WHEN SHE GOT CAKE ON HER FACE!"

but everyone agrees totally. HAHAHA.



NANNY,"my phone very nice to pose pictures with, try try."

1.
2.
3! looked at the failed attempt. HAHAHA.


just look at how spastic justina tok can be!?!!


Monday, October 08, 2007 | 11:36 PM
sometimes i feel like im crazy. im like two completely different person trapped inside a single body. im more tired than what you're seeing.
yes, shagged.

Sunday, October 07, 2007 | 7:40 PM
boredom kills.
so bored until i went to create a new neopets acct and start playing those games there.
i lost my previous acct password. i have got millions of neo pts in that acct. T_T

& i did a test randomly.
all seems quite relevent to me and i bold those extreme true ones.
but up to you to judge :)


Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Saturday, October 06, 2007 | 10:51 PM
had a short chat with janice on phone just now. been ages since we last talked, so many things to catch up with her. we shall continue tmr since she's busy with other things.
its always when i know what situation others are in that make me realised how lucky i am.
though many a times, its human nature for us to compare and complain abt a thousand different kinds of things under the sun, yet we never stop down and observe pple by our side

so tonight, i shall let dearest ty know how much i love him and i do cherish our relationship and or course, HIM!
even though i'll always threaten you that im the one who fall in love with you first so you shld repay me back double, but i believe you have alr given me the best of your love now. & its even more than just double :D
oh darling, feels so good to be loved by you.


& he promised to bring me go fly kite and have our picnic the next date :)
many readers are looking, so you cant back out mr lim! heh.

| 11:45 AM
oh well,
it will be another boring weekend i guess.
the 3rd saturday that im staying at home, & tmr shall be the 2nd sunday.
the whole world is just too busy for me. T_T
dear is working and i cant seems to find any friends out.
the friends i have with me is sooo countable with just two hands- ten fingers.
limited, i shall say so.
even mummy finds it weird why im staying at home to be a homebody out of a sudden.

i blogged because im bored.
no other reasons.

Friday, October 05, 2007 | 9:18 PM
had nice long talks with justina and vivian during the two long breaks today. we even sat at the exact same place for the second break w/o knowing. i love talking to them, vivian is always so knowledgable and say things that make so much sense, while justina is forever innocent & dreamy, living in her own fairytale. although she doesnt look like one, but pple, SHE IS! hahaha.

so we went toh guat rd doing the two hrs break with vivian and her oc friend to print out their oc performances poster & tickets from the supplier. their creation is damn nice, talented pple. we cabbed there and train-ed back to sp.

went whitesands again to have dinner with ty, just a short 30 mins meal, but enough to pleaseeee me & make my day!
ty will be working at hg mall from next week. i can go look for him E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y after school! :D





justina tok.

she cannot pronounce words with 3 syllabus and above.

she thought that bedok and bukit batok is the same place.

she didnt know that we can take green line from dover straight to pasir ris, she thought still need to change train at city hall.

HAHAHAHA

& many many thousand more thingsto make us laugh our ass off.

but we still love her and eighteen will teach her how to be smarter! :)




Thursday, October 04, 2007 | 8:31 PM
stuffs are piling upppp again and its only the second week of school!

1. zbrush project. wthhh, our teacher is so cock, he doesnt know how to use the software at all & we have to create smthg out using that programme. i swear its damn sickening, & and whole class will definitely agree with me.

2. stats spss. my laptop sucks, the programme cannot be installed properly and i cant practise anything with it, spss test is on next wed and i dont really know how to use those functions.

3. 1000 word essay from human diseases lecturer. HOW MALARIA AFFECT HUMAN'S HEALTH, PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE? got to crack my brain, cant just copy and paste from the net right.


to conclude pt 1 & 2, i shall declare that i suck at computer and dont understand why the hell we need to have our test on laptop softwares :(
help is badly needed!

Wednesday, October 03, 2007 | 10:18 PM
lately im feeling so unmotivated and uninspired.
my situation is not ideal - desperate to say the least.
maybe what hazel said was right, i have to set a target, an aim for myself,
instead of just wandering ard and wasting time in my poly life.
i need to start thinking how am i going to survive in this society next time.
you may think that im just 17 and why i've to worry for things in the future,
but im scared, i seriously have to start thinking ahead of time,
seriously.
with this attitude of mine, i doubt i can do & handle BIG THINGS.
& hazel this girl ah, always manage to make me think alot after talking to her.

anyway, sakae was great ytd. bought my white skinnies from peninsular, just $20 cheaply. heh.
& today, wore couple tee with ty and i met him at city hall. many many unwanted attentions, i thought it was quite cool at first, but slowly it turned into paiseh-ness. so i told dear im not going to wear together with him again. money wasted! HAHAHA.




oh baby, you shall be the last man i'll love


Monday, October 01, 2007 | 9:15 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST HAZEL!
promised to find you a wonderful bf soon, since i didnt break up with my ty & couldnt be your lesbian partner. HAHAHA.
I LOVE YOU PLENTY OKAY!

i swear that i will never like school this semester. sj crashed two hrs of my lecture today and she realised how quiet the lecture hall is as compared to hers. managed to catch up quite alot with her and her hair isnt as bad as what she says. no worries :)

was fucking pissed during marketing lecture, you cant never imagine how bad it was. the tutor is a motherfucker bitch vietnamese. just pardon me for being vulgar, my girls know that im damn pissed off throughout the whole full 3 hrs of her class. 3 hrs straight of marketing lesson with her is like hell and her teaching sucks. i bet nobody really understood what she's trying to say.

trying to be a nice girlfriend, i went all the way from dover to pasir ris alone to have dinner with ty. alone without mp3, the trip seems longgggg and train was crowded. feels good once i saw my man and im filled with food. double yayness!

meeting color for sakae buffet at marina sq tmr. got to rush there after school ends at 3pm :D