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ten feet off the ground.
i'll sit here & wait for the stars to shine.
JUAN is teckyong's dearest. I've old-men fetish.
painted with rainbow colors
Bell Eunice Hanwee Janelle Janice Jordan Sujun Vivian Yanying
dance hall music



Thursday, June 28, 2007 | 3:29 PM
i've made the biggest mistake unknowingly
i was just too demanding
for the first time, my heart breaks.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007 | 8:12 PM
new computer is here!
its so damn nice with 21 inch lcd screen, like a plasma tv.
hohoho. you can say im a mountain tortise. but i just find it sooo cool!
haha. went city hall and then to bugis with ty.
found out that the price of clothes have all increased due to gst increases.
a normal top from topshop increases by $3.
it feels like exams are over when it is not.
im still left with econs paper on friday.
so screwed up for these three days papers.

i gonna love my new red havaianas slippers!

Tuesday, June 26, 2007 | 6:29 PM
im at plaza's mac now with baby.
he's studying while im slacking.
tmr accounting paper im going to die i think.
i really dont know how to do correction of errors that hell topic.
shit me. =(

Saturday, June 23, 2007 | 7:44 PM
im at my mummy's friend's house now. thank god that i brought my laptop along with me. so im using her house wireless connection now. yay!
mst starting on monday. honestly speaking, i havent even finished studying one subject when i have got four! bloody shittt. i really wasted my two weeks. having endless fun everyday. please make me study tonight and tmr okay. i cant afford to fail any subjects. i just want a pass for all. not asking too much right? :)


missing baby in action.

Thursday, June 21, 2007 | 11:29 AM
im gonna blog today. yea?
i have been a good daddy's girl, staying at home these three days.
i was good to stay at home, but bad in the sense that i didnt really study much.
ytd, i watched tv from 1.30pm all the way to 6.30pm. then i ate and bathed, and continue again up to 12plus in the midnight. talked to dear, went to sleep.
thats my life at home. IM A SUPER TV ADDICT. kill me please or i just cant stop.
i just dont know how am i going to study PTH. its like i have to memorize them like geography and history. wth. my tiny pea sized brain cant find those in la. im in deep shittttt man.

going to repair my stupid N6280. the phone itself is slow and lousy alr. but worse still now, the graphics are spoilt and i have problem looking at the screen which can become upside down, inverted and got thousands of weird lines anytime it likes. i cant reply to sms sometimes. grrr. i hope when i go nokia care centre the person there will say, "miss, sorry to tell you that your phone is beyond repair. you will have to change a new one." wahhhhH! that will be so wonderful. hoho. thats why ytd night i started thinking what phone shld i change to alr. *EVIL GRINS*

Saturday, June 16, 2007 | 10:10 PM





HAPPY 18TH BITHDAY TO MY DEAREST TECKYONG :D
LOVE OUR DAY LOADS!
LOVE YOU EVEN MORE!

Friday, June 15, 2007 | 10:41 AM
had a great day ytd with joy tan!
we shopped first then study abit. just alittle bit.
and i bought my newurbanmale rugby tanktop!
the malay sales assistant is soooo hot and nice. i like his voice. hehheh.
then we met up with the two guys and went for the briefing.
me and john will be in-charged of the newater booth on sun. joy is the escot stationed at the bus stop. and chuping is alone at another booth.
this event is the 10000 fathers reading, its to celebrate fathers' day and held at east coast. i think anyone can go there if you want.
after that, we went to eat wanton mee and sit there to chat and gossip abt our class. hohoho. chuping is the target cum victim. lol.

baby's golden hair look like ah beng la.
i dont think anyone will try to bully us when we go out together.
far too scary. i red, you gold. lol.
but i still love my hair colour now :D

BABY IS GOING TO BE EIGHTEEN IN ONE DAY TIME! :D:D




Thursday, June 14, 2007 | 10:00 AM
finally blogging after a week.
i had to withdraw from CI course because i missed rc camp and of course, i didnt go for atc too since im alr out.
yah. all due to some stomach flu.

its okay, at least i can lead a more carefree and less-discipline life.
after all, i dont really think i can be a good CI.
maybe i will rather be normal again and lead my so-called ah lian life.
but i just dont understand which part of me look like ah lian! ~#$%&*^+@!
but pple like jordan, john, chuping and my darling girls thinks my first impression really look like one and unfriendly. hanwee even says im those kind that will choose friends that are only good-looking and have got go dress sense.
hoho. if its true, then everyone who is my best friends now should feel damn happy, because it means that you all are either pretty or handsome, or you all have good dress sense. lol
but anyway, after knowing me, they realised how nice im right!?!! :D:D

and baby, you shld feel very honoured and priviledged to have me as your gf. not the other way round okay! :x
okay la, its both way!

im meeting joy at city hall later to study at esplande library. then we have to go national library at 7pm for a briefing for this sunday fathers' day prog at east coast. i dont really know what issit abt, but just hope to help out.
have to study alr!

Thursday, June 07, 2007 | 7:20 PM
breakdown.
i cried,
so hard as if today is the end of the world.

i alr got super low morale during stats tutorial. i did try to do my work, but ended up all wrong. even when pple claimed that this topic was easy. i was dulan with my stats tutor when i told him i wasnt smart, thats why i cant do those qns. but he told the class saying that i may be that kind of person who pretended to be stupid in front of others, and at the back im actually a mugger, studying damn hard. im not!
i admit that i was just lucky for olevels that my results are not bad. but again, he said that it cant just only be luck. but yes, it is! i didnt piah super hard for olevels last year. i feel so shitty. ~#$%^@@*&%`! it maybe just his causal remarks or he may treat it as a joke, but i cant take it. seriously cant and not for this time.
then was accounting tutorial. again, i didnt know how to do my work. i felt so bad for the first time in my life. i feel so small and inferior as compared to pple in my class. they are all like so damn smart, once teacher says, they understand immediately, while i will just sit there and stare hard. =(

shall work hard and play hard during the two weeks break. i will treasure these two weeks alotttt.


low-self esteem.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007 | 7:44 PM
i seriously have been slacking far too much.
i started not doing my tutorials alr.
because of a few reasons:
1. super lazy to do
2. tv, computer games, shopping are much more interesting
3. even if i tried, i really dont know how to do them and this shows that i dont understand most of my lectures. yes, thats what i want to bring up today. :(

i really dont know why. but the lecture notes all actually are not very useful ad understandable to me. during lecture everyday, the speed that they are going are really too fast, i can only copy and copy and copy down those notes, and by the time i finished and look up, its the next slide alr. so the cycle goes round and round. i can only copy and not listen and understand what they are trying to teach us. its so damn shitty. so piles and piles of unknown knowledge start piling up in my head since dont know when. which makes me became like this now.

so pple, if you still think that poly educations are for slackers. YOU ARE VERY WRONG OKAY. especially in tourism and resort management, i believe 80% of the pple in my course are muggers who will work hard and excel. im being thrown so far behind okay. and poly test in sp aint easy too. MSTs are after the two weeks holiday, i hope i can mug hard!

i love chatting with jx, eunice and hazel. they are really my darlings and besties. ohhhhh. i hope we can meet up more often! :D

Tuesday, June 05, 2007 | 10:57 PM
ITAB test is super shittyyy ahh.
so tough so tough. i left 57% of the written paper B-L-A-N-K. really!
and my practical on excel its self is lousy too. my chart is flat one instead of standing up straight. im just bad at computer software :(
i failed.
haha. cant be helped.
and we walked all the way back from T4 to T19 for our PTH lesson.
its a long long way okay.

went bugis with my babies after school. (i really go bugis very often you see)
bought a stripey top from dorothy perkins for $33.
i thought it looks really very nice, but when i got home, i found that it wasnt really that nice la. so, regretted.
i like my tanned nanny. she looks good in her green spag top. joy tan's green dress is super nice too! i want that red one! :DD

its coming soooo soon. grrrr.
i hated i hated it.

Monday, June 04, 2007 | 8:17 PM
THINGS ARE DRIVING ME NUTS!

i have been trying to download the software SAM to my computer so that i can go thru the examples for tmr's ITAB test. i know its my fault for this last minute thing. BUT IT HAS BEEN DOWNLOADING FOR MORE THAN AN HOUR ALR AND ITS STILL HALFWAY THRU THE FIRST DISC! arghhh. and i have to download THREE discs in order for me to use the prog. HOW LONG DO I HAVE TO WAIT BEFORE I CAN USE!?!!! im dying soon.
i just hope i can pass the test tmr with luck!

i miss colors and hope we can have an outing or shopping trip real soon!
and tmr im going shopping with my babies after school :)

Sunday, June 03, 2007 | 7:29 PM
ate and shopped with my dearest teckyong today.
we went marina sq then to bugis.
GSS isnt really that good for me, because stuffs that i want to buy have got no discounts! :((
i realised we go bugis almost every fornightly, and plus sometimes i will go there again with my girls, but im never sick of there! hoho.
anyway, im very happy that i found my topshop size 10 black spag top.
heh. finally got it at bugis topshop!

this week i suppose will be a busy week for me.
i have got ITAB test on tues. i have not been listening in class, how am i going to know how to use those functions of microsoft excel. wth. like shit la.
HELP!!!!
and then friday we will have the pth presentation on the cruise trip.
we have to do well for it. thats what nanny remind us :)

goshhh. im so addicted to games like crazy taxi, bomberman and super mario now.
kept on playing them on my laptop because we exchange games within our class. i got crazy taxi and bomberman from baby at first. and now baby told me he has got street fighter also. i want to play that too!

you makes my world go round and round.

Friday, June 01, 2007 | 9:02 PM
econs test was scaryyyy!
i think im going to flunk and get ready for the re-test which i dunno is when.
hahaha. its okay, its just the first written paper in my poly life.
there's many many more to come!
baby is sooo nice to take train to dover, and climb all the way up to sch of business and waited for me! you're the nicest person on earth! :DD

im cutting down on the things to do.
finished polishing my boots for tmr
and tmr is the last modular course alr!
YAY a hundred and thousands of times!
two more camps and one attachment and my CI course will be over!
FINALLY. i cant wait for POP.

i think sunday im going shopping with janice :)