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ten feet off the ground.
i'll sit here & wait for the stars to shine.
JUAN is teckyong's dearest. I've old-men fetish.
painted with rainbow colors
Bell Eunice Hanwee Janelle Janice Jordan Sujun Vivian Yanying
dance hall music



Tuesday, July 31, 2007 | 8:42 PM
i just realised that i lost my barely 4months old thumbdrive. shit lar. i dont know when and where i lost it. i suspect is during the bus trip that i took with ty that it just drop out of my bag. what the hell. the whole character development project is inside and i didnt have any backup copy neither the rest of my group cause its all with me. and its due on friday. fuck. all my effort put in ytd night has gone to drain. wthhhhhhhh. =(

| 7:35 PM
my daddy asked me to go for tattoo-ing again.
GOD KNOWS WHY OKAY. he's just so random.
MY DAD IS GOING NUTS. HAHAHAHA!
our conversation goes like this in the morning.

Dad: nowadays alot of pple like to put those pictures on their bodies hor? arm la, waist and legs also have.
Me: ohh, you mean tattoo is it?
Dad: yah yah. thats right. very "IN" har, some pple put on their butts also ley.
Me: yes. so?
Dad: quite cool ley, you try la.
Me: -__-"' wahh crazy! you see what is mummy's reaction if i tattooed and she sees.
Dad: HAHAHAHA. (and he just walked away.)


OMGGG! this is what kind of daddy i have.
to laugh or not to?

Monday, July 30, 2007 | 11:48 PM
im doing CD project now. distributed the work to all of us and i will do the main outline and activity of the whole programme. now i can understand why nanny always say she's stressed up with project. because when i try doing the main things myself, i really get stucked too. but im glad i finished those part on all the main stuffs. u just left with my personal reflections and individual roles.

i ate fastfood througout these four days. goshhhh. i feel damn sinful la. thats why just now i went running downstairs. but i nearly fainted when i just ran one round ard the circumference of the 120s blks. really can die man. but i managed to force myself to complete two rounds. sense of satisfaction! although last time 2 rounds to me should be just peanuts. you see, things are so different now. i just cant run that well anymore!

im addicted to both loud and emo songs recently.
rihanna's and nelly's! :D



i miss you dear, for not seeing you for two days alr.

Sunday, July 29, 2007 | 8:05 PM
im playing reversi online with ty now. i feel stressed mannn. he's so good. for dont know how many times we played this week. i only won once, and its because he's doing project, not concentrating. but i still like it. it trains my brain cells :D
so im going to try harder.

i realised i havent do the econs revision wksht. oh hell. she's going thru tmr and she say she will check one by one. if anyone in the lecture room didnt complete, she will just walk out and not go thru. i dont want to be the cause of this out of the five dtrm classes. so im going to anyhow just do finish later on. hehheh. see, i told you that those teachers have damn attitudes.

shoppedat bugis with janicewee today. i bought two superhero tees. yay yay! and janice bought one and also a pair of skinnies. my superman and batman from the superhero shop. love love love!







Saturday, July 28, 2007 | 11:22 PM
i know that somehow everyone tends to be selfish in some way or the other.
but sometimes it just hurts when you see what pple do and what they say unknowingly.
dont worry, its not me being ill-treated or what. i just said so because i feel so.
if only all human beings are kind-hearted souls, wont the world be much much better?

Friday, July 27, 2007 | 9:44 PM
okay. my mood is getting better alr. im not feeling that moody anymore!
talking to janice wee on phone now, i feel good when talking to her.
borrowed the day after tommorrow from the school library to watch. but the dvd played was spoiled. so we used hanwee's laptop to watch it. thks uh fourskin guy! :)
its really nice and scary for me, can you imagine if singapore sinks down and covered with ice and snow?
tmr im going dating with my dear and then go my ah ms hse, its her birthday celebration and we are having buffet! yay yay.





Wednesday, July 25, 2007 | 8:22 PM
i have been very very weird these few days.
pmsing?
at one moment, i feel like crying, then the next few seconds, im laughing my way.
i get angry and dulan damn easily and i feel like scolding all sorts of vulgarities. =( =( =(
emo emo emo.
so please, dont come near me and let the bomb explode okay.
movie-ed with ty today at marina. harry potter isnt very nice. i get alittle bored during the show.

tutorials, tutorials and more tutorials. wtffff.
i feel much better after ranting!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007 | 9:15 PM
i think that all SP's business teachers should bang their heads against the wall and die. okay, except ms mak, our personal tutor. cause their attitude all damn fucked up.


can i dont go to school tmr
can i dont go to school tmr
can i dont go to school tmr
can i dont got to school tmr?
CAN I CAN I? =(





i hate all these things

Monday, July 23, 2007 | 7:04 PM
i think these comics strips are funny!






there's so many things i want to do and so many things i want to say.




i need many many many encouragement and motivation.
im just like wasting away my precious life :(

Sunday, July 22, 2007 | 8:20 PM
happy happy day!
had breakfast at hg mall with janicewee. i really really love talking to her. sometimes i really wish we can still be in the same school.
met up with ty and we went town dating! we walked from ps to fareast and all the way back again. maybe all these walking will help to slim down. hahaha.
wanted to shop for clothes but didnt see anything that i like.
every single mintue and seconds spent with dear is soooo sweet. im soooo loved!








you are my everything.
thats why i love everything! muacks :D

Thursday, July 19, 2007 | 8:05 PM
smthg bad happened during stats tutorial today.
actually to me its smthg that is very minor and happened everytime in sec school. but i dont know why in my poly class, and to my poly teacher, it seems like a fucking damn big matter. but i still think that im not in the wrong. i dont care.

we were all suppose to follow a weekly schedule given to us to complete our tutorials every week. so my grp followed and done the one chapter that is stated there.
but when we came to the class today, mr ken kwan says that last week he did mentioned that we have to do two, not one. i insisted that he's the one who say we must follow that schedule closely what so we dont know. but because of my super nerdy class everyone did the work except us, so he sort of think that he must have definitely mentioned it. wthhh. he's like trying to imply that we know, but we still dont want to do la. i was quite pissed off then. pple close to me shld know that im like that. so i shouted across and say "maybe you didnt say what, just that our some pple in our class did the work, doesnt mean that you really got say to us lo" then the whole class went slient. he was very shocked by my words i think, plus i got turn and look at him again with my attitude face. so his face turn red, then he's like going to cry and vivian said his hand is trembling alittle. slience and slience, finally he told the class he will come back again 15mins later. i dont kow whether he went out to cry or not.
he preached to us again and again after he came back. he was really angry with me. can see. because he say lacked of respect blah blah blah. he said he nvr came across this kind of incident before. pls ley, come nvss see la. i think he will cry like shit on his first day lo. and he wasted one hr on that. half of the class sure hated me because of this. i think most of my class pple nvr experience this before too! they are just goody students.
i dont think im in the wrong, and i dont think my words are very rude, he's just too emotional and cant take it lo. end of this story. it is very serious right? worse things happened in nvss last time and sure will have pple back me up, not like now.



HAPPY 22 MONTHS TOGETHER DEAR!
i love to squeeze your hands and lean onto your strong & comfy shoulder.
thks for always pampering me. i love you many many many :D




oh yah! saw a rainbow today when we were standing outside the class!

Wednesday, July 18, 2007 | 7:43 PM
hello world!
ty is soooo nice to come sp to look for me. he's wearing his formal outfit due to his presentation in school, that makes him very very attractive. i love it when dear looks smart and serious. HAHAHAHA.
studied at moberly block again with my girls while ty sit there quietly using nanny's laptop. i only studied for ard an hr then i cannot stand it, headache and went home. i slept throughout the whole mrt trip. i know i must be looking very unglam, but im too tired and dear have got comfy and strong shoulders. :D

tmr is somehow quite impt! heh. but dear have got lesson until 9.30pm, my poor boy :(

accounting ca tmr. i dont know how.

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007 | 9:06 PM
i hate myself for feeling down.
low self-esteem, go away.

Monday, July 16, 2007 | 8:06 PM
many photos. it is due to studying accounting in moberly is over stressed!
beware! some are very un-glam. hahaha.










| 10:35 AM
Never Date a Capricorn

Somber, demanding, and freakishly logical. Emotions? It's not clear that Capricorn has them.
And while it may be flattering for a Capricorn to be serious about you, bad news: they expect you to be super serious in return.

Instead try dating: Aquarius, Gemini, Leo, or Virgo


YAY! I SHOULD DATE MY DAR DAR! hohoho :D

Sunday, July 15, 2007 | 9:41 PM
Aries - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet.
Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you.
Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected.

Your negative traits:

You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements.
Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to regret it later.
You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had.

Your ideal partner:

A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics.
Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months.
Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased.

Your dating style:

Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your ideal date may involve a couple motorcycles or naked skydiving.

Your seduction style:

Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay.
Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever.
Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms.

Tips for the future:

Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast.
Savor the process. Sometimes the best part of falling in love is taking things in slow motion.
Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes.

Best color to attract mate: Red

Best day for a date: Tuesday




Your Birthdate: April 18

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.
In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.
You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month.






Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.




You Will Be a Modern Bride!

While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding traditions, you want a wedding with a twist
You're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazines
Whether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception...
Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalized vows, whatever suites you!!!




i feel smthg very heavy in my heart.

Saturday, July 14, 2007 | 8:27 PM
i read back the posts that i blogged last time. i realised things i mentioned in sec3 are really childish. those may be the jokes of the year. im think they will make me become a laughing stock, so i deleted many many posts. it shall never be seen by anyone else again or i'll feel like killing myself. its seriously so dumb. but maybe i can say that those are childhood memories. hahahaha.

didnt go beach road with janicewee. we went hg mall first and i dropped my two piece chicken meal on the floor. and they took damn long before changing it for me and i even have to bring it to them myself. wtf. im pissed off by their lousy service.
no where to go. so we headed down to marina sq which i just went there ytd. window-shopped and tried clothes for free. queued for doughnuts at donut factory. new outlet at suntec, it only took us ard 30mins. woooo, fastttt!

na-chi-teal, na-chi-teal na-chi-teal!
you are my love:)



Friday, July 13, 2007 | 8:12 PM
a short school day but fun shopping trip.
went vivo then to marina sq. the eight of us.
i feel damn guilty when i cant control my shopping temptation.
i bought smthg again today.
mr happy tee from zara. i first saw it at vivo, tried it. very nice but i managed to convince myself not to buy. then at marina sq when joy and justine wanted to try clothes, i took it to try again. damn nice that i decided to buy. sense of guilt with me since i bought it. i really think im a spendthrift. but ty always say things that will make me feel better and wont blamed myself anymore. what a super angelic bf i have! going to beach road with janicewee tmr. i make sure i will just bring $5 for food. i spend more than a hundred over within this five days. shitty hj. and im still jobless. =(



presenting to you, MR HAPPY!








na-chi-teal; toku yu:D

Thursday, July 12, 2007 | 11:24 PM
sometimes i really doubt my ability of doing things. especially tutorials. oh yah, make it clearer, i shall say especially ECONS tutorials. every thurs night i will feel like hell when i have to attempt to do and complete my econs tutorial. actually i dont really give a heck sometimes, thats why im always fond of doing last minute work. but then, econs tutor is a devil. she will go ard in the class and check our work one by one. i repeat, ONE BY ONE! hell scary. joy says that last week when i skipped the lesson, she even mark their work. "i thought poly tutorial can dont do one, who cares?", thats what many pple say. but damn, why am i so unlucky =(
okay fine, i shall stop complaining.

headed to bugis after school today with joy and have a real quick shopped there. we only stepped into topman and dorothy perkins. bought a dress from topshop with $20 less of the orginal price. i felt happy. if its not discounted, i sure wont buy. okay, i sound being a cheapo here. hahaha. then i train-ed back tp hg to meet up with janice xw and eileen. sorry that i need joy to rush with me! heh. i feel so happy to see them. we have a long chat and had many good laughs. i feel so at-home when im with them. i dont know why :D

alright! tmr will only have econs tutorial from 9-11am and then school ends! hoho.
CD and PTH is cancelled again. will be going vivo with babies and meeting up with ty.

goodnight all!
continue struggling with econs =(

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007 | 10:23 PM
you're like my big teddy:)

i have like got so many things that i want to say!
but i think i can't remember all.
just want to complain that econs lecture is really sucky for me.
i didnt catch a single thing that mrs tan is trying to say.
her speed is like damn fast, you havent copied things down and there she goes, continuing with the next slide. wthhhh. im super glad like shit that next semster there's no more econs for us! because i came to a conclusion long ago that hj and econs are just not suitable for each other. its a mismatch la :(

train-ed to ps to meet ty after school. okay. we did nothing much there, just randomly walked ard.

in love with venezia's dark chocolate ice-cream!
it is stated low-fat. so i can eat more. hohoho.

and i love my hair today!








na-chi-tek; toko yu :)

Monday, July 09, 2007 | 8:34 PM
finally completed my powerpoint presentation! phweeee.
this morning then i know we must do and hand in lastest by tmr.
lucky it is a short individual project.
i seriously think im dreaming in class because this project was actually given to us like weeks ago? omgggg. why i didnt know!?!! =(
i had alr failed my 35% lab test. thats why i have to do slightly better for the rest. cannot don't hand in alr. gagagagaga.

anyway, i went nyp after school today to meet my lovable ty. i feel proud that i managed to find my way in there because the directions given by my boyfriend LIM TECK YONG is not clear at all! and he still say that im the one who cant see the route! it made me realised that sp is really a super big and complicated school as compared to nyp. i think i waited for ard an hr plus and there's hardly any hunks or babes ard for me to notice. so i just find a place to sit and do part of my presentation work.

cheer up JOY! although i know you're sad to part with your boyfriend. i promised your ten days w/o him will be fun instead of lonely with us ard you! :)

<3

Sunday, July 08, 2007 | 2:30 PM
i live two and a half days w/o seeing my lovable dearie.


my life is ruin! by my laptop. haha. i have been spending half of my day right in front of my laptop doing nothing. just some random surfing. i feel bad for not doing anything. supposed to go running with janice wee. but i gave up this idea because im darn lazy. moreover, the weather is killing hot. i may faint halfway thru if i run from my hse here to hg stadium. so better not run. hoho.

im looking forward for my class hoodie to be made.
dtrm 04 is gonna be unique! we're not going for normal tees or jackets, but a red hoodie with black wordings! i think it will look good :D
so i hope we can find cheap and good ones soon!

wthhh. my school work and project reports are piling up again. =(
and its back to school tmr.

Saturday, July 07, 2007 | 7:12 PM
ytd's trip with janice wee was great! and we did alot of catching up. talking to her is just so fun! we shopped at vivo after tanning. she bought a tee at zara and then another top at pull and bear. actually we saw many other nice tops, but im so glad that i managed to control myself and overcome my temptation. hoho. *A PAT ON HJ'S HEAD!* i ate alot alot of junk food these few days. omg. i got to do some constructive exercise. dont always think that im very slim okay.

and today, i met up with her again at hg mall and then to cp.
i love dark chocolate ice-cream! :D




there are so many little things that i want you to know.

Friday, July 06, 2007 | 10:30 AM
i skip school today!but i did feel abit guilty. heh.
actually one of today's tutorial is cancelled and PTH is postponed.
so only left with econs from 9 to 11. but i still dont feel like going.
although like that, but HJ IS STILL A VERY GOOD GIRL OKAY!
going tanning with janicewee later and gonna shop too.
yay!

last three photos i steal from jordan's blog. its my class outing last friday :D






Monday, July 02, 2007 | 10:07 AM
there is a very pretty girl named JOY TAN YI WEI sitting beside me right now.
she's super damn happy to see the previous sentence.
then justina came in and say "what abt me?" so i have to say she's pretty too. hahaha.
ITAB lesson now. hoho. i failed my ITAB lab test. i got 38% out of 100%.
i promised to work harder next time. really. heh.

more photos next time!