We'll be playmates & lovers, and share our secret words

im happy today!
despite the fact that accounts tutorial is uber brain-draining. and i think thousands of my brain cells are being killed due to that. :/
again, i didnt do my accounts tutorial and stoned for the last one hour. i know ms june lin is really a nice tutor, but nothing gets into my rotten brain even when she explains everything clearly.

OM tutorial is the best part! we have to build a nest/protective layer for the egg so that it wont crack even when you drop from a freaking 6 storey down to storey 1. materials given: two pathetic piece of tissues, 10 straws, three rubber bands, 5 foot of masking tape and a balloon. at first i was thinking how the hell can an egg not crack when drop from 6 floors high?

but my wonderful group did it! & we're the only group out of the four in my class that our egg remains in one whole piece without even a crack! :D :D
thanks to the smarties: fiona, yanqing, dewan, john and your dearest huijuan! heh heh.
i was very cocky when i know ours didnt crack. haha unlike justina's & joy's group, their egg white leaked out immediately. hohoho.

im starting to love my class more and more.
i think i was so shallow & dumb to have discriminate those quiet ones in the past.
so now im opening up to try and talk to almost everyone and i realised everyone can be so nice.
:D

tmr evening will be having np gathering at clarke quay. having manhattan fish i think.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007 | 9:51 PM

I think everyone needs an occasional reminder;
on not taking life for granted :)

i know you'll always be by my side,
every word of yours have touched my heart
and you're the last thing i'll want to lose in my life.

Monday, November 26, 2007 | 9:39 PM

i love you nanny! truckloads:)

monday blues.

went to school two hours before lecture starts. supposed to do GGT proj, but end up crapping at kfc with nanny & the two dirty freaks - john and chuping. but at least the report is now completed! :) we're left with presentation on how to promote spain.

nanny had a new haricut, sort of bangs which make her looks younger.

argghh, i need a haircut within this week too! my fringe starts to go all over my forehead now.

CRS presentation tmr. i got to have eye contact with jensen lim. heh heh. i will go uber high and shyyyy :)

Sunday, November 25, 2007 | 11:30 PM

boring hj is here to blog about her boring life again.
firstly, i want to tell the whole world i ate 46 nougats within one hour on friday night!
told janice wee ytd and she looked at me; shockingly. hahaha
im going to try to break this record since i still have got three big packets. air-ed from australia to spore by dearest bro during his army field trip last month :D
hahaha i dont know if eating so many nougats will cause me shitting problems or not.

i finished my CRS ppt presentation for coming tues.
i finished my 5 super lame dame storybook reviews.
i finished copying those fom notes which i never understand any since the start of this sem.

events popping up this week;
mon to wed: everyday bound to have project discussions
wed: human diseases test
thurs: i think will get back accounting mst paper. wth, dead :/
fri: nvss NPCC third batch gathering :D
sat: ton-ing outside with color cause sunday morning we're going to be helpers for the standard chartered marathon race. need to report at 4am.
but im feeling very excited!

grass is not always greener on the other end.
my grass here is alr very very greenie
(you should know what im refering to sweetheart!)

Saturday, November 24, 2007 | 9:36 PM

went christmas shopping with bestie janicewee today. we met during noon and got home only at 8plus.
vivo, ps, ikea. our hands are full of stuffs, heavy stuffs to be exact. im feeling uber tired now, maybe my legs got slimmer after walking so much.
i bought cheap clothes from f21 & cotton on. we spent a long time at ps's spotlight and ikea.
got most of the stuffs that i want to give as presents to COLOR & EIGHTEEN. and also dearest ty's presents. he will get the most of everything!
but not all done yet, there are still many more to buy after janice's mst is over, we are going back to those places one more time.
hahaha its fun actually and we managed to do loads of catching up at the same time :D

tmr will be heading down to the library to do book reviews for crs. why do poly students still have to write reviews for FIVE STORYBOOKS?
we aint kids anymore what :/
but its because of crs that we got such a hunky tutor. so i shall not complain that much. hehheh.

Friday, November 23, 2007 | 10:02 PM

"You love me more than i love you dear"

"and i think my love for you is decreasing."

i didnt realise how much you love me until i said such a dumb statement today.

i could see it right from your face - disappointment & the heartbroken you.

you didnt know how to respond, i know.

you have always been such a dear, such a sweet bf.

girlfriends commented that you're the most wonderful bf as compared to others'

even guy friends told me,"i can never to like your bf one la, haha i dont think i'll treat my girl so nice one lo, siao."

so what's wrong with me?

how can i not cherish the best of your love given to me?

i should just bang my head against the wall and die.

im really sorry dear.

i promised there'll be sunshine after the rain.

believe me that this is just part and parcel of a r/s.

im not a fickle-minded person,

im very sure you're still the one i want to spend my life with.

faith, committment & trust.

i definitely won't forget.

This is the night, where two hearts are broken.

really really really.

hopefully, both hearts will be fine soon.

Right now, i wished for nothing more than a long bus ride on a semi-filled bus with you right beside me.

Thursday, November 22, 2007 | 3:25 PM

i skipped lectures and came back home.
my cramps is so bad until i cried in school just now.
thanks to vivian & justina, they got hot water for meeee. this shows how caring they are. i love you two dears. :D

i skipped many lessons this week. i should reflect on that uh. john claims that we're giving him negative peer pressure cause he didnt skip any lessons during sem1. and its always we girls ask them to skip with us. hahaha

im now finding the CRS discussion presentation on PLASTIC SURGERY. our group forever likes to pick on topics like this. is always either smthg about sex - bisexual, homosexual, abortion, underage sex, or some weird topics that nobody chooses. because all group members are horny freaks. haha and finally smthg different this time.

im going to play my game, burger island later and do some online shopping too.

Monday, November 19, 2007 | 8:29 PM

twenty-six months & still counting :D

ytd.

hj: yay, a few more hours we'll be together for 26 months sweetheart!

ty: yah, then ten more months later will be our three years.
what a reply dear?!!! :)

hazel & jx crashed sp! they joined my b-o-r-i-n-gggggg FOM & GGT lecture. hahaha now they know how boring my poly life is, i think its worse than jc uh?

then three of us, together with km, we went vivo for only awhile and back to hg.

i met up with ty for dinner.

okay, thats today.

Saturday, November 17, 2007 | 9:54 PM

had a fruitful shopping trip today! did research for GGT project in the morning. and then out with tuna! town (this is the third time there this week!), marina sq, clarke quay. hahaha theme for the clothes and stuffs i bought today; ELECTRIC BLUE.

far east is such a money sucker, i still want many many stuffs from there.

& WE BOUGHT OUR CHRISTMAS HATS! ITS CANDY-CANE STRIPED ONES. not just plain red. WE WILL WEAR IT DURING CHRISTMAS! laughs, jumps & screamssss :D

looks like our saving plans got to be push back again. heh, sorry tuna please dont hate me alright.

projects projects and more projects. all four major ones due on the same week.

randomly, included a photo with dearest nanny!

Thursday, November 15, 2007 | 10:49 PM

im so sick of going to school. i find no meaning to go there, stone in lectures, daydream during tutorials when my brain isn't functioning well. i absorbed zero amount of knowledge.
but i still will feel uber guilty if i skip school cause i'll be wasting hard-earned money paid by my parents.

i swear that i wont poke my nose into other people's fucking business again. why am i such a bloody kaypo when i know that it doesnt pay good. i must be mad trying to act as if i can influence people's thinking and change the screwed up world without knowing that right from the very beginning, we're darn different people with totally different perceptions. i will never agree with what they/he/she is doing and their/his/her lousy attitude & excuses.
you fucker/bastard/bitch, do you need a wake up call?

yes, i do pick friends.
& you're definitely out cause i dont need lousy friend uh.

i should just live in ty's world.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007 | 7:22 PM

Saturday, November 10, 2007 | 7:29 PM

everytime after a date with dear, i will always say, "IM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY."
so no exception today, hahaha i feel like im in a fairytale.

we went town first, have our lunch and i bought another shimmer scarf from cotton on though i alr love the black one i bought online :)
then off we go to marina bay.
i prayed damn hard that it wont rain, and in the end the weather was fine.
BUT, i think the plastic hamtaro kite that we bought is tooooo lousy.
the uncle cheated our money, i shall say.
we wanted to buy traditional kinds at first and he said plastic ones are easier to fly.
end up all those pple flying their kites happily ones are those we used traditional kites. young pple like us, who used plastic or those uber big and nice kites, all unsuccessful. wth, the kite never fly higher than three metres :(
in case you're thinking why we bought a hamtaro kite? the reason is, the rest are pikachu, hello kitty, teletubies and dragon ball, which are million times uglier & worst.
i still want to fly kite again next time, maybe in a park or beach will do.

random;
dear calculated how much i worth today from top to toe - outfit, scarf, watch, bangles, charms, necklace, rings, pumps, $365 including my num bag.
and of course, my face is p-r-i-c-e-l-e-s-s ! hahahaha

see how far pple's kites are.

look at us, unsuccessful attempts of flying kite T.T

so i sat down, rest & eat.

loveydovey :D

Friday, November 09, 2007 | 9:02 PM

too much; how much is really too much?

its fry-day and im feeling really lazy. mst ended, i shld be feeling happy right?
went high-end retail shops today for ideas project & evaluate on them.
chanel & burberry.
we didnt dare to step into LV since there's queue outside.
i didnt know LV actually limits the number of customers in the shop each time.
so must queue up to go in.
& a normal-looking pair of pumps at chanel actually cost $890! -__-
who's so darn rich uhhhh?

tmr im going back to sp to finish up our FOM project.
& going kite-flying plus picnic with dear at marina bay after that.
FINALLY I GET TO FLY A KITE
im damn damn excited, so rain, rain, go away alright! :D
i need nice windy weather.

there's smthg wrong with my digestive system since last week.
its like diarrhoea and i shit many many times a day.
real bad.

our conversation today:
jordan: we always insult you cause there are not many pple ard us that are stickkkk-thinnnn like you.
the rest: nod & agree
john: because those who are this thin either end up in hospital or they are in the grave alr.
the rest & me: laughing out loud!

Thursday, November 08, 2007 | 5:03 PM

im still miles away from GGT. i dont think i can finish studying. anyway, this mst is alr a flop.
hahaha i flunk w/ style.

went hg to see eunice & hazel cut their hair. they chop them off; new fresh short hair.
i dont have the courage to cut off my long hair though im sick of myself. this style has never change evern since like mid of sec3? oh dear, thats soooo long. maybe i should try cutting bangs since my fringe need a trim badly.

there, meet my two new short-hair besties! :)

Wednesday, November 07, 2007 | 8:00 PM

im a chicken-addict now.
why?
because i didn't realise i have been eating chicken for four straight days until ty reminds me.
sunday: chicken rice
monday: chicken chop
tuesday: chicken chop
today: kfc two piece meal & chicken rice
how many chickens have i consumed?
i still feel like eating chicken chop on friday at fc6.

went nyp to look for ty & we walked to amk hub. i bought new clothes :D
im feeling so loved today!

last paper is GGT. i have to memorise the whole world map since those qns can be anything under the sun. i will start studying tmr.

Tuesday, November 06, 2007 | 9:29 PM

joke of the day:
jordan says last night he dreamt about me and him getting married. omg. LAUGH OUR ASSES OFF.
i asked him whether he was smiling when he woke up this morning & he said NO! he was frowning instead. god knows why he dreamt about me when he hates me. how amazing. he said that i was much prettier, hot and sexy in the dream and i've a nicer nose. wth, am i looking very bad now!!? #$!~*&%!!@
& i also dont want jordan as my hubby okay.
only ty :D
i haven't seen him for two days.

i think.......
i need new clothes again
i need a new hair colour
i need a good tann
i need a nose job
since pple are commenting mine is fugly T_T

im going back to accounting now.

i want you to feel, to see and to hear

Monday, November 05, 2007 | 11:20 PM

depressed.
i wish i can just show you my brain so i dont have to do so much talking.

i cant cope with mst.
:(

Sunday, November 04, 2007 | 3:23 PM

went back to sp to complete our FOM proj and study a little little bit.
surprisingly, i saw marvin chan there! yes, right at sp foodcourt4.
omgosh, he was with our sec sch principal. i think to attend some talks or whatsoever.
i was so high and started telling my girls.
jusina commented: wahh, look so ohhh-piang!
T_T
but i dont care, he's still my childhood crush. lmao :D

met up with hazel & eunice at clarke quay, waited for jx aftet her work
and off we went for dinner at fisherman wharf. nice dory fillet but it was a big serving that i couldn't finished eating.
sat down near the river, long nice talks with beautiful scenery :D
myloves.
it wasn't lonely night dears. hahaha

having dinner later with my family. celebrating daddy's belated birthday & mummy's early birthday.

MST is tmr, TMR.

im losing my love, bit by bit.

where are you?

Saturday, November 03, 2007 | 12:05 AM

today is the best day of the whole week.

i spent almost the whole day with my lovable dear :D
he cooked maggi mee for me, then we headed to town.
the only sad thing is i couldn't find my scarf/shawl that i want.
yes, there are nice & pretty ones but over-pricey.
shopped till evening before we went back to hougang to buy dinner buy home.

oh dear, why did i go shopping when three more days mark the start of my MSTs
T__T

RANDOM random:

OH. im happy because i collected my dark grey leggings & green-striped bf shirt today! i love them many many! there there, this is how it looks like :D :D i will wear on my formal day!

now is 3rd nov right? HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DADDY! although you are still busy driving night taxi shift now. we're celebrating with him on sunday! family dinner. & also brother has officially ORD and he's no longer an NS man now :D

hahaha. dear promised to wear christmas hat tgt with me on christmas day and walk ard in town! im so looking forward to christmas. hohoho.