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PRETTY COLOURS BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY!

plus color, EIGHTeen, & ty's big fat love too!

| 1:33 PM

everything will be alright.
if i just breathe

stop!
shopping online.
reading others' blogs and mind abt their businesses. uber kpo
doing nothing & walk abt at home.

even if you think im being childish, i dont care cause im really alittle angry with you!

Thursday, September 27, 2007 | 8:46 PM

school's fun today!
not because of lectures & tutorials but those stupid childish jokes.
my girls make me laugh like a bitch.
during the two hrs break(supposed to be one hr only but om tutorial ended early) four of us sat down and think damn hard for our clique name. came up with ideas like "BANG BANG", "hell-shoppers", "cyberteens", "thirsty", "BHB - big hot babes", "hibiscus" and many many lame & unwanted names which sound so damn ooh biang & childish. and then john and hanwee said we should just call ourselves LZB, stands for lao zhar bor. -__- they're so idiotic.
so we skipped, since nanny say we still have got three years to think of a nice and proper name.

and we decided on 8teen, for the eight of us which includes the four guys. but they refused to recognise us as one whole team and dont follow us in doing our clique handsign. LOOOL :D
also, we've our own celebrities' names. jordan is lindsay lohan, hanwee is paris hilton, chuping is nicole richie and john has the name of the celebrity who has got big G-cup boobs. i shall not say, go guess yourself!
HAHAHA

gosh. i realised my post is so super childish today.

my dear is woking extremely hard now as a promoter.
i love you, EVERYDAY :)

Tuesday, September 25, 2007 | 9:34 PM

the feeling's back.
i cant figure out what's wrong.
what's wrong with you limhuijuan.
i hate it. emo-ism, fuck you.

one.
suddenly have this feeling that nobody appreciate my presence sometimes, except dearest. i dont know why i feel this wayyyy and i dont know whether what i think is true or not. yet i choose to think negatively in case there's disappointment. wth is wrong with me?

two.
im suppose to start my weekend job this sat at PS's best electronics. until now i still cant make up my mind if i should work or not. i havent buy my pure white long-sleeve former top yet. $5 per hour, not worth my time. but mum&dad will nag at me if they know i dont want to work since i alr spent my time doing nothing this holiday. what shall i do? T_T

three.
school really turns me off. bullshit. everything is worse off than sem1. we have lame dame modules like IDEAS, wanting us to create smthg innovative, creative blah blah using some softwares. do i want to be a designer or innovator next time? NO WHAT! i really have no interest in them.

I’ll hate myself more if i go on ranting non-stop.
shit you girl.

Monday, September 24, 2007 | 10:38 PM

MONDAY BLUESS!
school urghhhh, school sighhhh.

i was feeling rather refreshed & all ready for school today. reached dover just at the right time, met up with my wonderful babies and chatting happily on the way to SB.
BUT, once marketing lecturer start talking, we're like omgggg!
and joy even said that this shall be our first & last marketing lecture. laugh my ass off.
its really bored and our mr lecturer couldn't speak well. double boredness you see.
i think i cant survive well this sem AGAIN! (i know this is not the first time)
:(
worse worse worse, marketing tutor is a vietnamese, her accent is like omfgggg.
at first it was still okay for me to listen, and then slowly we start to switch off cause its damn weird.
and she cant pronounced my name H-U-I-J-U-A-N properly. i knew it right from the start.
:(

i have super yummy mega delicious ice-cream mookcakes from swensens! chocolate coating with raisin coffee ice-cream. woo. okay la, it just taste like ice-cream, not mooncakes! hahaha

captures of us;

Sunday, September 23, 2007 | 7:11 PM

ONE FINE DAY AT CHINATOWN!

dated with dear today. not not to shop, neither did we go to places like town, vivo, marina & many many other malls since i blacklisted them. now i can shop online too and its an addiction. hahahaha. so we headed to chinatown for sightseeing. dear claims that im like a tourist, taking photos everywhere i go. but its really fun to look at those pretty shop-house roadside stalls, and many more nice places.
i find it very enjoyable though the weather is uber hot and we sweat like cows.
i still love the kind of feeling :)

peeekturess:

LOOOOL

wearing branded clothes makes me forget abt these places mum used to buy my little clothes at

roadside hawkers

tired looking boy

yah yah, im a poser.

new semester starts tmr!
im happy and sad at the same time.
happy: cause im too bored at home anyway.
sad: have to attend those feaking boring lectures again.
but tmr class start at 12pm!
i planned outfits for the whole week attire. i know i really have got nothing better to do.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007 | 8:24 PM

"I think i also like you."
thats what you said on 11th sept 2005.

"You want to be my stead ma?"

thats what you said on 19th sept 2005.
it sounds alittle childish to me now, but that was when i was sec3 & you; sec4.
it maybe childish, but from that day onwards, my life changed,
& you've become part of my life.
you're my boyfriend.

thinking back, i shld thanked god that it only took me 15 years to find you, my true love.
when everyone may still be wandering ard aimlessly, i alr have got you by my side.
my MR RIGHT :)

every night, you always make sure i sleep first before you do. at times when i cant sleep, you'll talk to me through the night no matter how tired you're or how late it is alr.
my dear friends always wonder why we can talk for hours on phone, why we seems to have endless stuffs to chat abt.

you always teach me how to be optimistic and think positively. even if i failed to do smthg well, you will give me your support always.

you sacrificed playing bball/soccer with your friends and accompany me to go shopping instead even though they are the ones who date you first.

you know that im uber lazy, so you never ever let me carry my shopping bags no matter how light those items are.

when we eat at mac, i'll always be the one to start eating first while you'll prepare and squeeze those sauces out for me before you yourself eat.

you're a quiet boy, you may not know how to express your feelings through words. but you still managed to say sweet things that touched my heart. and of course, all your actions have alr proven how much you love me.
i was wrong to think that i love you more than you love me.
now, i can confidently say that you love me even more!

i love the way you hold & squeezed my hand.
i love the way you give me yout big warm cosy bear hugs.
i love the way you pat my head and tell me i did smthg right.
i love the way you lookup and wave goodbye to me when i look down from my corridors.
i love the way you shake your head and say nevermind.
i love the way you pretended to be angry just to catch my attention.
i love the way you give me the best of your everything
& i love you just the way you're dear.

peektures of the day:

this elmo balloon is my surprise :D

my surprise for dear: uber big handmade card, seems bad as compared to his :(

lunched at cafe' cartel

FOOD! fyi, dear is a carnivore! omggg.

he finished half of mine too. im bloated.

couple tees! no more romeo&juliet. so we got L-O-V-E

love today many many. as you can see, elmo is the main leading character today.
it's inside most of my pictures! :)

the two years we've been through was filled with endless joy and your unconditional love,

all made possible because of faith, trust and committment.

hand in hand,

we'll continue to weather through the weather together.

i dont know how long forever is,

but i'll promised to cherish you as much as i can

& love you as long as i can.

thank you for all the effort you have put in for our special day.

im reallyyyy happy and of course i love your surprise; ELMO BALLOON!

couple rings, couple braclets, couple tees.

whats more? :)

HAPPY TWO YEAR ANNIVERSARY MY DEAREST DEAR! :D

love you just like a fat kid who love junk foods

many huggs and kisses.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007 | 8:50 PM

im soooo duper happy now cause 19 sept is just tmr! :D
dear is going to give me a pleasant surprise. and i am going to give him one too. heh.
19 sept 2007 belongs to us.
it will be a wonderful two year anniversary celebration!

& im going to wear this for tmr's impt date :)

Sunday, September 16, 2007 | 3:51 PM

i say "human beings are weird." okay, maybe its just me who is weird.

at first, im complaining that working telemarketing there is so damn bored, so i quit. but on the other hand, i feel that im so useless. pple are earning big bucks throughout this one month holiday. but here i am, nothing to do at all, just know how to online, eat, watch tveee, shit, sleep and spent money like nobody's business.
seriously, what's wrong with me? i definitely dont want to turn into a materialistic sucker who only knows how to spend and not work hard for what i want. maybe back to school next week my classmates will laugh and giggle at me saying that im only a vain bitch who matter so much abt looking good, make those un-needed noise in class, talk back to teachers and serve me right for getting a uber fucking lousy GPA of 2.4. so i shall prove them wrong!
i will still continue to mind abt looks, but of course, mug at the same time.
who says a person cant be a SMART VAIN POT?

Saturday, September 15, 2007 | 9:52 PM

i get my lappy back in one good piece!
okay, just that its empty inside. & nice joy is willing to go back sp with me on tue to get my wireless fix.

went ty's hse to watch ratatouille dvd. i dont know how his bro managed to get hold of the dvd when the movie still showing in cinema now. but anyway, this help us to save money for the tickets. dear said he actually want to include this as part of the activities happening on coming wed. coming wed?
heh. OUR TWO YEAR ANNIVERSARY! :D
i wanted him to bring me go kite-flying. but he said that we're going to dress nicely, how to go fly kite. we'll sweat, get dirty & stinked off. but anyway, he promised to bring me go there next time.
im super looking forward to wed, what will be happening, will mr lim give me any surprise etc etc etc.
so mr lim, if you're looking at this now, you know what to do horrrr! GRINS:)
still remember i was counting down & he said no need to worry, we still got three months what. now, only FOUR little days left okay!

19th sept 2007; cant wait to get you!